Lovely (A one direction fanfic)

It was only five

I didn't think much of it. I thought it might just be another "Get well" text. I walked over to my phone that was sitting, going off like crazy from the texts. "That's odd" I muttered under my breath. The texts were from an unknown number. I picked the phone up and saw that the sender had sent me about 20 texts. I started reading texts out loud. "Hey bitch. I'm Chloe, and I found your number. You should've died. The world would be Better without you. Just go kill yourself okay? Jump out of that hospital room. Down down down. Seems tempting huh. Considering no one likes you. Your such a slut and a whore, a bitch, so ugly. So fat. RATCHET. so go cut yourself again, and let your mum beat you. Take all those pills and just go die." My phone dropped out of my hand. "Maddy. How did she get my number" I squeaked, my voice raspy and dry. She shook her head and replied,"I don't know. Maybe it was..." She stopped for a second, thinking. "OH.MY.GOSH.IT.WAS.YOUR.EX!" Allysa and maddy shouted in unison. I almost pissed myself as I realized that he probably did it. "I'm such a failure aren't I?" I said. "Everyone probably wants me dead. And so do I..." I ran off the bed and went over to the window. I tried to pry it open when Niall came over and grabbed me. "NO MCKENZIE DON'T DO IT!" He said as he carried me over to the bed and set me down. "BUT I WANT TO DIE! YOU WOULD BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!! PLEASE KILL ME!" I screamed at them. Maddy and allysa were crying, along with the rest of us. I tried struggling out of nialls grip as I spotted something that I could use when they were gone...

It was a bottle of pain killers. I struggled, but I didn't let him on by just stopping. I acted worn out. I relaxed my muscles and let him pin me down. I could've easily taken him, but I didn't. He was proud of himself, and he was glowing with pride. I mentally smiled. I had really won. I reached for my phone and he said,"no. I have to watch you so no one sends you anything like that." I felt like I was a kid all over again. But I didn't mind. While everyone was talking, Louis randomly said,"Lets go grab dinner. Let the love birds Have a little time" he raised his eyebrows. I hit him on the shoulder and he pretended like it hurt. "Don't worry. We'll get you something." Zayn said. They all stood up and started to leave. "WELL l LOVE YOU TOO!" I shouted sarcastically. The waved goodbye to me as the left the room. "So.." I said. I looked towards the ground. "I'm sorry" I whispered to Niall. He wrapped me in a tight hug, his warm body pressed up against mine. His lips met mine one more time, and this time the kiss was a bit more passionate. He pressed me onto the bed, kissing my lips roughly and this time it was his turn to bite my lip. His ocean blue eyes were intense and welcoming, and I couldn't help but stare into them. "Hey, I'll be right back" he said. "I want to grab something. Be right back" he kissed my fore head, my cheek, then the other, my chin, and finally a quick peck on my lips. Hopefully he'd be gone for a bit... After he lefT, I stood up to grab the bottle.

Before I grabbed it, I picked up my phone and pressed the video button. With watery eyes, I said,"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I don't see a reason to bother people any more. Why should I? I already know more than one person wants me dead. I'm a failure in life. You know what, shout out to a bitch named Chloe Harper. She said no one liked me, that I should die, and I guess I should. I have a bottle right here" I held up the bottle of pain killers. "I'm going to take them. And hopefully I won't wake up in the morning. Or ever! Good bye! Hopefully, you guys will be the last people to hear my voice!" I have them a small, shaky wave and posted the video. I knew Maddy and allysa would see it, but I'd be gone by then. I slowly opened the bottle and dumped its contents onto the table. The pretty colors were just dating my hands to put them in my mouth. I started with one, and I carefully set it on my tongue. The max you were supposed to take was 2, and sure as hell I was taking more. One after the other, until I got to three. I placed the next one in my mouth, and then I heard a noise. Niall scrambled Into the room as I was placing the fifth pill in my tiny mouth. "NOO!" He screamed as I swallowed it. He knocked the pills onto the floor and shouted angrily at me,"How many did you take?" He looked at the max and I said,"we'll, it was only five".