16:26
Dear Diary,
It's been so long since i wrote an entry about my daily life.
So, today I decided to write em all here :)
Everything is going just fine right now in my life. It's just a bit lonely.
Do you wanna know why?
Actually.. I stopped sending texts to any of my friends to start a conversation first since two days ago..
And as I expected, none of my friends text me first lol.
What can I say? They all have their own life and responsiblity to take care of. Them not texting me first doesn't mean they hate me yk.
So yeah- currently I'm trying to get a grasp of my studies back..
Im going to start out everything from the scratch, all over again.
Why? obv because I've been not really studying since last year.. since the start of this pandemic.
I'm going to start with doing all my literature notes and homework for today!
So yeah- wish me goodluck :>
I'm going finish all of this first! I'll update later.
Im still waiting for my laptop to load tho
Its taking like- FOREVER! :<
17:38
Dear Diary,
My laptop screen stucked a lot :< I ended up scanning for viruses.. This will take a while for sure...
I was just looking through some YouTube videos, listening to some AMVs, and basically procastinating.
20:23
Dear Diary,
I procastinated the whole day ._. I had a misscall from my mum. I still haven't call back yet... I ate my dinner.
Right now I'm eating some nuggets with my dad and brother :D
22:42
Dear Diary,
This is out of nowhere but... I think I really should forget about him. He doesn't even care about me. I think all of this is just a lie. I don't think he's telling the truth. It's better for me to leave .. for the better of him and for the better of me.
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For the better of us....
23:55
Dear Diary,
I guess it's time to sleep now.. I am not 'productive' today... just same as most every other day. I wish to be better tmr.. I hope everything will be better tmr.
I want to move on from my past mistakes.
I want to forgive everyone and most importantly,
forgive myself
...
Goodnight Diary.
