Why! whyyyyyy can't you see his manipulating mind Hans whyyy !!! You can totally see his eyes shine with evil intent. Ah Hans your naviety is too much. This tragedy is too much to bear. For God's sake if i was in there i would have beaten this manipulative prince. I thought to myself while i read my recently bought bl manga. it's been a while since i could relax in a cafe and read my favourite books though they are mostly Bl mangas and novel. Being a elder fujoshi is hard. I have to hide my hobby from my colleagues. Ah life of a fujoshi is hard. As i was thinking this a loud horn was heard and then a crash.
*Thud*,beep beep beep*-------------....
Okay now if i remember correctly a car crashed into the cafe i was in and then i guess i was taken to a hospital and now am i dead?
Jenny bell, 27 years old, born and raised in japan, orphaned at the age of four and lived alone in k.t apartment. Had a well earning job and no close friends. Woke up this morning to find herself in an unknown room. The room gave a vibe of the ancient aristocrat's decor with all the chandlier, large paintings hung on wall and the golden wall colour. So since the morning she has been busy trying to figure things out.
Knock knock
"Lady Maria ,its time for breakfast, everybody is waiting for you"..entered a servant.
Is she referring to me, i have to figure out everything soon.
"I will not be having breakfast today ,bring brunch later, now u may go."
Ahh where am i what should i do!!but first i am sure i died so how come i am alive. And why was she calling me Maria.
Curious jenny took a look in mirror to her surprise (which later on made sense)..the girl in the mirror was definitely not her. She pinched herself to make sure if it was really her and the pain was real.
How can it be me. The girl reflected in mirror was someone between the age of 17 or 18., She was a beauty with blue eyes and brown hair.Ah whatever i guess i am dead and now i am on my way to heaven so maybe God made a beauty for the time being..she laughed.
"Lord Hans ,pls come inside the heat is bad for you. Lord Hans please leiten to me."
Who is shouting outside. Oh who is that men chasing after ,a kid. Wow that kid is a true beauty ,look at that blue eyes ,golden hair, pale white skin and small face, seems a protagonist of some novel...?????? Then a thought struck her.
Ahhhhhhhhjjjhhjj no no no no it can't be, i am just being stupid isn't it. How can it be. Jenny thought . A boy so beautiful named Hans and a girl with blue eyes and brown hair living during the aristocracy period........ isn't it like the manga i read "part of paradise"
As this thought struck her she felt dizzy and felt unconscious.
"Jenny ..jenny..pls help me"
she heard someone call her in dark ,as she turned around she saw the girl in the mirror..
*" Jenny help me ,save my brother Hans i love him dearly but i couldn't do anything for him. I was too selfish, i didn't do anything for him. I saw it all but i ignored it....I ignored his feelings and took refuge in his sacrifice ...Save him pls..my dear Hans ,help him find happiness, only you can do it*"
.*.but...*. As she was about to say something a chill passed her mind and memories flashed like a movie before her eyes ,...meeting Hans for first time, his adorable smile,her cowardice as she sees his pain and ignores it ,his blue eyes turning lifeless and atlast turning into a dead corpse ...and felt as if she herself was the girl... A pain ,a regret ,a guilt overcame her suddenly as if what the girl felt was her feeling.
Hah!
Jenny woke up on the bed sorrounded by her maids. Tears in her eyes and a pained heart. What was that i just saw. Was it a dream. "Sister ..sister are u alright "..seeing Hans run into the room panting jenny felt her heart wrenched in pain and she hugged him tightly. She didn't know why she was feeling this way but she felt the need to hug him.
My lovely brother, my Hans i am sorry so sorry
she subconsciously muttered the words out to her own surprise.
"What are you saying sister i love you too."

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I will help my brother find his love.
FantasyObsession,manipulation,abuse,plotting and dead of the protagonist,Hans maurice..was the ending of the Bl novel, "part of paradise". "Ahhhhh....where am i!!!" Jenny bell,,27 yrs old, has been reincarnated in the novel and now has to play a roll she...