Out Of My League

open evening

(some off this is based of today some based of imagination)

Fuck it why am I chasing for teachers.Ill be fine.as long as I can stand for three hours straight.

I walk down the stairs and fall over my shoelace,leading me to fall face first down the stairs.
"shit that hurt"
I head towards student services.
"whats wrong love?"
I'm dying I've broke my foot
"I've just twisted my foot and I can barely walk on it."
She takes me to the hub and gives me an ice pack. I spent the entire of history in the hub,crying in pain.

I forgot my P.E kit so they had to call my mother but she didn't pick up because shes at work.I got out of that.

Whats next lesson?I pull a piece of paper out of my pocket and unscrew it.maths.I can do this i'll be fine.

I limp towards lesson with my friend holding my bag.
"morning Sir"
I sit down and rest my head onto the desk.
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𝑰 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍.𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒅𝒔.𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒎 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒐𝒏. 𝑶𝒉 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔.𝑨 𝒄𝒂𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒎 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒔.𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒂!
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Bang.one loud hit on the table
Bang.two loud hits on the table
Bang.three loud hits on the table.

another bang.
"Lia!wake up! Lessons over"
Mr Hawes was standing over me.
His tall figure blocking my view of light.I groan
"five more minutes please."
I fall back asleep unaware of his reply.After half an hour I wake back up and lift my head to see Hawes sat down marking test papers.He glances at me with disappointing eyes.He takes a breath then breaks the silence.                                                                                                                                        "that's the second time I've had to wake you up in one of my lessons you really need to get more sleep its getting to a point where it's worrying me I understand if it was a one time thing but its happened twice.I had to do the paper for you so here's your grade,you passed your welcome."He sounded tired

"sorry sir it wont happen again I promise."I lied straight to his face and felt nothing.I will happen about five more times before I get used to having to fight for life.Curse my mothers exes.

there was a test?
oh well.I leave the room and sit on the floor outside.Right don't stay at home for too long come back at three.

I stand back up and realize the dream was warning me. Did somebody spill water on me? I cover my breast area and attempt to leave the room with my bag on both shoulders covering my back and my arms wrapped around the front. I turn to face the door and the only thing I hear was a pen scribbling on paper until,

"you might need this." A over-sized creme hoodie with the words 'Texas glory' on the front in a peach color was thrown at me and I spun as fast as I could just to catch it. I take off my backpack and it falls above my knees but just below my thighs.I felt safe.I felt warm.                                                "thanks" he nods and I leave the room.

I wait for the bus towards Bolton.
I waited for hours but then I just went back too school due to it being three.

I take a deep breath.
This place again?
Why am I even here my feet hurt.

I groan and lead a group of year sixes towards math I walk into L2 which is the only room open on the math corridor. Hawes and Nadeen were both in there alone.

"well this is the math corridor and these are Mr Hawes and Mr Nadeen." They look to the side and do some activities.
"good afternoon you two"
another math teacher walks in.
"afternoon miss"
"good afternoon Lia. Remember homework's due tomorrow"
I nod my head and sit on the table.

Mr Nadeams doing it so I doubt Ill get told off.I get a cup from my bag and walk out of the classroom to a water fountain after drinking lucosade.

The year sixes follow me.
"this is cooking and stuff."
I'm supposed to be setting a good example but I honestly don't care anymore.

I hand a kid a can of a random,cheap  energy drink I found before and then follow up with,
"you'll need a lot of these during high school days

I switch with a person that knows the family and sit in the maths room for the rest of the time.
"Im back you twats." Miss Potter gave me that look of overpower and says,
"language Lia there are kids here."
"Fine I guess but if I end up homeless five years from now i'm blaming you."