This is my first ever sad story of you like it!-Blacklily
Prologue....
I am Shin and this is my untold story...
I never imagined in my entire life that the I'd fall to those smile...
that I'd fall to those eyes...
that I'd fall to those voice...
Because I never felt this way before...
I never imagined of loving someone after a heartbreak.
Hindi ko inaasahan na unti-unti na pala ako'ng nahuhulog sa tao'ng iyon...
Di ko man siya nakita...
Malayo man siya sa akin...
But it never been a hendranced to fall for that person...
Yeah I think I found my Luna,my one and only moon.
It's maybe hard to believed that I feel inlove to a person, I've never meet,but that's what truly I felt.
Although the feelings is mutual but I have this mindset that what if like that or like this?
There's a lot of things that running into my mind that time and I can't avoid but to think of it.Yeah I overthink.
I thought Our love story will be like Forever,but destiny proved us wrong.
It seems that FOREVER doesn't truly exist in this world or in OUR WORLD.
Maybe it's just an illusion of an overwhelming emotions of being so called Inlove.
The day I decided to let her go ,maybe the hardest part I ever had in my entire life.
Imagined letting go of the person,whom you truly fell inlove with.
Hurt me into pieces...
Gustong-gusto ko'ng sabihin sa kanya to...
"I loved you and I really do!,paulit-ulit kitang hinabol nang hindi mo alam,kaya paulit-ulit akong nasasaktan nang hindi mo rin alam..."
Masakit bitawan ang taong pinapangarap mong makasama.
You don't have any idea how much I cried for that decisions,
A decision that could changed Everything between the both of us,
Maybe one day I'll regret this decisions,or I feel sad.
But if that decision makes you happy, then I'll be glad it happened,because in the first place,I was the one who left.
I'm glad because the pain was all worthy.
I left you hanging,aching the pain alone.
So I would pay that price of love.
I want you to be happy,eventhough I'm not no longer that person you fell inlove with.
I don't deserved to be loved by anyone,that's why I wanted you to be with the RIGHT PERSON.
Co'z I'm not the right person for you.
Iniisip ko pa lang na magiging masaya na siya sa iba,F*ck it tear my heart into pieces...
But I need to endure all the pain,
kailangan kayanin ko,dahil kung ang magiging kapalit nito ay ang kasiyahan niya,bakit hindi.
I don't want to be selfish para ipagkait yun...
But how I wish andon ako noong araw na ginawa ko yun.
How i wish I could touch her face...
Wipe her tears...
Hug her tight...
and
Kiss her slowly and softly for the last time...
But sad to say I can't even say my last Farewell to her...
And now everytime I watched the Moon Above .How I Wish She is Happy right now.
You will Forever be my moon,my luna💜🌘
Author's note:May isang paragraph diyan na di akin so credits to the owner the source of that qoutes came from @Peejay-kun Anime Quotes,nakita ko lang sa fb.
