"I am gay". I said to myself while I stared in a mirror. I had known for a couple weeks now I also knew I had feelings for thomas our new greenie. "I am gay." I repeated. I would keep repeating until I was confident with saying it, then I would tell Alby and Minho my closest friends. "I, Newt am gay." I said again. "Oh you are"? I snapped my head back to see my best friend Minho standing there. I turned red. "Well..i was planning to tell you differently than this." I mumbled. Minho walked over to me. "Hey, Newt I had a suspicion anyways but I'm glad you were planning to tell me." I brushed y hand through my hair "Oh..and your okay with it?" Minho laughed "Of course I am! Now, go get your greenie!" I face palmed myself. "Oh my god, Minho how obvious am I"? He chuckled again. "Your my best friend, Newt only I know." I sighed. "Well I'm gonna go tell Alby." "Good that." Minho said as he ran out the door. I walked out shortly after him to my surprise I saw Alby standing there. "Hey, Newt do you have time for a quick chat?" He asked as if he read my mind. "Wow, I was just coming to as you if we could talk, please start." I was relaxed that Alby would be talking first so I could gather my thoughts. "So you are my close friend and second-in-command." Alby started. "And I've wanted to get this off my chest for a while now and I feel like I can trust you." I started to worry Alby would say something bad. "So I'm just gonna come out with it..im gay." I just stood there with wide eyes. "Your really gay?" I asked as if he would lie about something like that. "Yep. I've even got a thing for our greenie." he smiled. I felt like I was getting stabbed in the heart when Ably said those words. He noticed my discomfort. "Newt..is there something wrong?" I swallowed. "I-ai uhm..well I want to say that I'm gay too..t-that's why I wanted to talk b-but I really..uhm well." I stopped. Ably was older, Alby was handsomer, Alby was smarter, Alby was all around better. Tommy deserves Alby. "Wow we are really in sync today!" Alby cheerfully exclaimed. "Well I'm off to get my greenie!" He smiled as he stood up and walked in Tommy's direction. 'My greenie' Tommy would never be mine. I didn't know what to do. my eyes moistened with tears. I dropped my head in my hands and began to bawl. I sobbed and sobbed for who knows how long until Minho put his hand on my shoulder. "I'm sorry Newt, I never thought in a million years Thomas would reject you. you two just seem so meant for eachoth-" "He didn't reject me." I cut Minho off. "then why are you crying"? He asked as he took a seat beside me. "Because, Alby has feelings for Tommy aswell." I said lifting my head, eyes red and puffy. Minho looked completely shocked. "I..did not see this one coming." I looked over to try and see Tommy and I saw him and Alby sitting against the log-our log. The one me and him had our talk on his first day. but they were kissing. I felt the salty tears flooding down my face as I let out a small yelp. my heart had been ripped in half by one of my closest friends.
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Albys POVI walked over and sat down beside Thomas. He was siting against a long. "Oh uh hey, Alby." A smile spread across my lips. "I have an odd question to ask and I promise I won't be mad if you say yes but, we are all guys it's bound to happen to at least a few, are you gay"? Thomas turned red and looked down. "Uh..ya I kinda am.." he mumbled quietly. "Oh, me too." I smiled. he shot his head back up. "really?!" He asked. "Oh lots of us are." I nodded. "Do you like a certain glader?" I asked. "Yes actually, I do." he smirked as he looked into my eyes. this was it I think he's into me time to do it!! I leaned in and gently pressed my lips against Thomas's I began to put my hand on his neck but he pushed it off and pulled away. "I-I.." he began. My smile faded. "you weren't talking about me..Were you." he shook his head. "well this is awkward..I'm sorry." He smiled, still blushing. "Hey, it's fine I just have a thing for Newt." Alby began to laugh. "what's so funny?" I ask "he had a thing for you! Now that I think about it he's probably crying because he knows I liked you." Thomas's eyes were so big I thought they were gonna pop out of his sockets. "r-really?! I gotta go!" He said as he pushed himself up off the dirt and ran towards the table Newt was sitting at.
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Newts POVI still sat at the table sulking, Minho siting with me-bored out of his mind but staying to help me, what a true friend. I heard loud running footsteps as I saw Tommy running up the hill towards me. He team straight towards me and knocked me onto the ground and crashed his lips onto mine and began to kiss my roughly. I didn't even have time to process what just happened until he pulled away. "You..but I-I and Alby..and your gay too?" I stammerd. He just chucked. "Yes Newt, and I don't want Alby I want you. I've wanted you since I saw you when I came up in the box." I smiled. "As did I." Tommy leaned in again and began to kiss me, I kissed him back. my heart was back together.
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