Blackbear x Reader

Feelings

Blackbears p.o.v

i pulled up to the grammy awards, and got out of  my limo. i smiled as people yelled my name and photographers took pictures of me. i looked around if i would see sarah. god just thinking about sarah made me feel like im in love....she even makes me feel more than that towards her.

i walked down the red carpet but then i turned around when people started to get wild. a black limo pulled up and the driver got out and walked around the car and opened the door and the photographers started to flash there cameras. the person got out of there  limo and started to wave and then the person looked around and when they looked at me my heart stoped. and i could feel my face heat up as they stared at me. it was sarah, i almost forgot to breathe, so i took a deep breath as i walked towards her and out of nowhere i gave her my most famous smile. the smile that makes girls blush. i seen her pale face turned a light pink which makes her skin more beautiful than it already is.  i held out my arm for her and she took it and i heard some people awe, and i just smiled, in the corner of my eye i seen sarah looking at me which made me smile. but i guess she seen me looking back at her because she turned her head in the other direction and kept waving at people. when we got inside which was more quieter than outside with fans and people talking, i turned to her and just admire her as she looked up at me through her lashes. i thought i was about to die from her cuteness, because when she did that i felt my face get heated up. i dont know what about this girl that makes me feel this way.

¨how um i didnt know you was gonna be here¨Sarah said snapping me out of my thoughts ¨oh yeah i was coming to this grammy awards¨i said looking down a little to look at her in the eyes. she just giggled in a nervous way. so i took her hands in mine, ¨why are you nervous¨i said to her. ¨well i uh...i have anxiety, also have claustrophobia which makes my anxiety go crazy. i dont really like being in tight or crowded areas. claustrophobia is another word for being claustrophobic ¨sarah said looking at our hands which are together.i could see her eyes tracing my tattoos that is on my hands. i smiled as i run my thumb over her hand. she looked up at me and looked me in the eyes.¨ill be right next to you the whole time ok¨i said to her still lookin right back at her in the eyes. she nodded and i smiled which made her smile back. ¨come on lets go say hi to some people¨ i said and she nodded as we held hands as we walked.

i think this might be the best grammy awards i ever went to. just actually having a girl right beside me the whole time. but i dont know why i get so upset when sarah talks to other boys. i mean like dont get me wrong i usually dont get mad when girls that come to things with me  go over and talk to boys and litterly flirt with them in my face. but for some reason when sarah talks to other boys and seem like she is having the best time in her life it just makes me pissed off like really bad. i just wanna knock out the boys that flirt with her. i dont know why she makes me feel like this and it makes me confused and pissed and lost. no girl made me feel this way. even when i just use them as one night stands. im not even thinking about just using sarah and then leaving her.  i mean like yeah she looks really fine, just thinking about her in my bed with me makes me just wanna take her home with me right now and just wake up in the morning with her at my side, tracing my tattoos and me just rubing her head and staying there forever. 

its already been 3 hours and everyone is slowly getting drunk or making new friends and flirting with each other. but then i seen sarah and a boy with his arm around her waist with her very close against him. she looks kinda uncomfortable so i got up and slowly walking around people keeping my eye out on her. Kelly comes up to me and starts talking to me. hes very drunk so i just pretend to pay attintion to him while looking  over at sarah. but then i seen the boy slowly made his hand go down her back and on to her butt. now im getting pissed off as i seen he kisses her neck i notice her trying to push him off of her. but he is taller than her and weighs more than her small frame. i stormed over there and pulled sarah away form him.

¨yo what the fuck man¨ i yelled at him and i could he is pissed off, ¨what do you mean man¨ he said back,¨you dont go fucking touching her like that¨i said to him,¨why do you care shes mine not yours¨he yelled back, i could see some people started to stop talking and looked over ot where wa was but i didnt care no one goes touching her like that.¨she might not be mine but she is deffintally not yours¨ i said geting closer to him.¨oh really why do you always ruin the fun bear¨the boy said getting closer as well,¨i love fun but touching my girl like that makes me pissed so if you dont wanna get hurt or make the the fun go away you might as well dont touch her or speak to her again ok¨i said with a light growel in my voice¨ oh what are you gonna do, try to hurt me with little words¨he said as he went over to sarah and touched her again in the private area. ¨get off of me you whore¨sarah said trying to get away from him. 

i heard the scared tone in her voice and then the words from her when we was on the phone about boys just using her made me go into full rage as i walked over to then grabed the boy and punched him in the face  and then he looked at me with hate and he punched me in the face and then i got even mader and i turned back around and stared at him in the eyes and smirked and punched him 6 times more times until i heard sarah yelling stop and then i felt people trying to pull us apart. i heard kelly and yungblud hyping me up when the boy fell to the ground and he draged me down with him and now we both was rolling on the ground beating each other up until i rolled him over and had him under me and i punched him 4 more times until the security gaurds came and seperated un and draged us out to the back and kelly and yungblud was laughing there asses off as they went over to sarah and they all followed me.