I Wish I Believed

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You've moved on soon,
That's what I heard.
Rid a toxin that was well deserved.
Just know all of the things I said
Half of it I didn't mean.

Theres nothing more I want
Than to love the people
I should have loved better.

Now to you, they're all distant memories
But not for me
They'll never be.
Always settled underneath the surface
Waiting to breathe once the big waves cease
No true moment of peace
Regret always creeping in my sleep.

Never been ready to move on,
life breathes into me
Forces me to keep on.
And I still dream on,
About what could've been.
How you were almost my closest friend.

Time keeps moving and I still hold onto these severed ends
Hoping one day I will make amends
For all the ways things should have been

I wish I believed you
When you said you loved me
Now you're doing so well without me

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