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ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝟙

It's mid-September

I woke up having the need to cough again. I started coughing and rushed to the bathroom, grabbed the tissues that were on the shelf above the toilet so that the blood wouldn't drip down.
my chest hurts

A Lot

Feels like it could explode any moment...literally

I look at myself in the mirror, I could see my eye bags from those endless nights where I wake up and cough out petals. this has been happening for about 4-5 weeks now, I normally only get 4 hours of sleep? It's so tiring, I hate it but I don't want to get rid of it just yet. I'll confess soon, just soon.

I look at the tissue I had in my right hand, opening it just to see the bloody and bloomed flower. I threw it into the trash, wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, headed out of my bathroom, and sat on my bed, crossing my legs then going on my phone. It was only 4 so I had plenty of time till school. I scrolled through my social media just to pass time. I coughed a few times here and there but it wasn't a major cough.

~Time skip~

It's now 6:30 so now I have to get ready for school.

'Hurray' I sarcastically thought As I finished doing my morning routine and dressing into my uniform I grabbed all the stuff I needed for school, including my phone, and went downstairs. I saw a note on the dining table saying that my mom went to work and made my lunch, my dad on the other hand went to a business meeting down in New York but he told me that beforehand anyway so I didn't mind.

I grabbed a snack to eat on the way to school, went to the door to put on my shoes, and headed out the door not forgetting to lock the door. As I was about 5 minutes away from my house I got a message from my best and close friend Yumi Kozumya, she was my friend since elementary, since then we've told each other everything, made our own memories, and had our adventures! the only thing I never told her was the stupid disease.
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Yumi Love😝✨❤️
GOOD MORNING BAE!!!!😩

Y/N bae✨
GOOD MORNING BESTIE😩

Yumi Love😝✨❤️
Where are u now??

Y/N bae✨
Mmm maybe like 5 minutes away from my house,
whyyy?

Yumi Love 😝✨❤️
Wanna meet by the bus stop?

Y/N bae✨
Yeth I'll head there right now!
See you then bae😩✨

Yumi Love 😝✨❤️
Okay see you then bestie😩
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I smiled at my phone after ending the conversation but my smile dropped, remembering what I've been hiding from her. I felt guilty that I didn't but she cares too much, she'd worry too much about me and I didn't want that because I know she'd most likely tell me to get the surgery so that I can live my life the way I wanted. There's one in a million that he'd actually return it back right? Soon...just soon,

~Time Skip(because why not)~

I was walking with my phone, scrolling through my feed when I hear,
"Y/N GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR PHONE! YOUR WALKING, HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU?!"
I look up to see Yumi with her mad face and puffy cheeks. I roll my eyes and smile a little
"GOOD MORNING TO YOU TOO" I yelled back and walk runned faster

(A/N y'all do this to right? Like when you see your friends at school and just walk run to them?)

As I reached her, she hugged me, hung her arm over my shoulder, and headed towards the school. We started talking about random stuff that just came to mind, although the thing that was kept in mind was my confession,
'How would I do it?'
'What would he say?'
'Would he return my feelings?'
'Maybe he won't?!'
'What if he just turns me away'
Yumi's POV

As I was talking, I looked to my side to see Y/N being deep in thought, she's been like that lately, but no matter how many times I ask about it, she'd just brush it off and start on a new conversation. I let go of her shoulder just to see her walk off to the school gate, she kept walking when...
"Y/N WATCH OUT-"

Y/N POV

"Y/N WATCH OUT-" I look up but ended up bumping into someone's back, I look up just to see The Sakusa Kiyoomi, a friend I made during one of my classes and the cause of my disease. At first, he never seemed to have an interest in being friends but I bugged him when we were in and out of class. But he gave up, I of course respected his little phobia so sometimes I'd stay at least 4 feet away from him.
"I'M SO SORRY SAKUSA!!" I shrieked
"Y/N pay attention while walking please," Sakusa says with a hint of disgust in it
"Right Rig-" I felt my throat becoming itchy and started coughing Violently
"Y/N hey you good?! Why didn't you stay home?" Yumi came running to me with worry in her voice and patting my back
"Yumi get her to the nurse's office" Sakusa ordered and Yumi nodded
Well, today will be another hell of a day with this Stupid Disease.

Sakusa looked from a distance before combing his hair with his hands
'I hope she'll be fine' he thought to himself before walking off
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