08.10.2021
I was going to kill myself on my Birthday, but my friend stayed overnight and She knew that i wanted to do that. That night was really interesting and I liked it at the moment. The only aspect of that night I didn't liked was that I FORGOT about killing myself. It was really dumb. I'm dumb. I facking hate myself.
My parents said that my psychologist is too expensive and they are not going to take me to them anymore. I want to talk to someone, but I won't say anything to my friends, I'm too scared they will hate me. I don't want them to hate me. In my school everyone laugh at people who have suicide thoughts. I hope no one will read it, I write it in different language than I speak normaly. I hope I won't have to update it anymore.
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Thoughts from the suicidal trans boy
DiversosI hope I won't have to update it anymore.
