Love you in the dark

Chapter one, Amber <3

Amber Williams

"Don't you know that you need to watch where you're going?" an angry old man said and looked at me with a very angry face. He held a coffee cup in his hand that were now on the ground and he had coffee all over his white shirt. The people who walked past us looked at us very strangely like they though "what a stupid girl" but they didn't say it.

"sorry.." i said quiet to embarrassed to even look at him. How could i be so goddamn stupid that i walked into another man? Stupid . Stupid. Stupid. I thought to myself. This day has been extremely bad and this thing didn't make this day better exactly. I continued walking to a store nearby to buy some tea. Shit i can't even understand that i said that to my boss, I'm so gonna lose my job now. All i wanted to do was to drown my sorrows in Tea and chocolate. So i bought some random chocolate and some Tea and rushed home. My apartment is on the other side as a restaurant so i could technically buy some Tea there but I'm lazy and i have embarrassed myself to much today and i don't want to do it again. I put into the code to my apartment and run up for the stairs and when i finally reached my apartment, did i take a deep breath and walked in. I put on an episode of Greys Anatomy, a serie that i watched when i was a teen but that's still good even though I'm 23 and are a hard working adult.  Or working and working. I mostly have fun and laugh with my colleges and best friends Alex and Ryle. Alex is Alex. He is very kind but have some random ideas sometimes and I'm not sure what goes on in his mind 95% of the time. But he is Goddamn good at his job. And then there is Ryle, or Rylie that you pronounce it as. Is a very shy girl who is extremely smart, like she is that quiet smart kid that always gets an A even though she doesn't say anything during class. I'm pretty jealous actually. And then there's me, i don't really have so much to say about me more than that being a professional interior designer isn't really my thing. I mean I'm pretty good at it but  it wouldn't mind for me to start working as something else. Maybe a dancer or a teacher would fit me? Or no, if i would be a dancer means that i need to move my lazy ass up from bed every day and exercise and i don't have the discipline to do that. And teacher wouldn't fit me either because you need to talk to people everyday and teens scare the living shit out of me. They are scary creatures and it feels like they are judging your every move.  I don't really know whats my thing is.

With a deep sigh i decided to take a walk even though the clock is nearly 20.00. I took on my new pairs of Jordans and begin to walk down the stairs and out from the apartment building. After five minutes of my night walk i saw the prettiest man i have ever seen. I'm not even joking. He looks like a bigger version of a kid from my elementary school and that really caught my eye. Because damn, he is gorgeous. I begun to walk up to him because something that you need to know about me is that I'm not afraid to talk to strangers. But before i got to him he turned around and we got eye contact. I swear it was like the whole world stopped and all i saw was his dark blue eyes and defined cheekbones. Shit, fuck that man is out of this world. I got this really weird feeling in my body and my heart begun to race, my pulse went up to 180 i swear and then he turned around and said something under his breath. I don't know what he said but I'm not sure if i want to know either.

"Uhm, hello? Are you new here i haven't seen you before" i asked him and blushed like crazy, why am i even blushing. Stop it. And why did my voce sound so high and annoying. Gosh I'm losing my goddamn mind.. And he doesn't make it any better by looking so good.

"No" he answer and turned around. His voice was deep and dark and i couldn't find any emotion in it. That was odd i thought to myself. I wonder what happened to him because no "normal" person can make their voice so cold and distance

"It just that i have lived here for over two years and i haven't seen you around here." he looked at me like i was just annoying but to my surprise he continued talking to me. I saw his eyes dancing around my body, like he really wanted to look who i was and what i looked like standing under one of the lights. It made me blush like crazy again and i wonder if he saw that or if he just thought that it was the cold