My mind is blank,
I feel like I'm floating randomly.
I really don't want to be here.
Theres many good memories.
That if I would hear them i would cry.
Only if there were tears left.
My mind is blank
Drifting into space
Trying to forget what happened.
But it seems impossible to do.
Everthing I do reminds me of the happy moments.
It seems like I'm judged even more now.
Less people talk to me and more talk about me.
I miss my friend
Im afraid and don't want people to see.
I don't know what to think
This has never happened to me before.
I don't know how to handle this.
