Hey guys, It's my first try. Or you can at least say, my first time writing anything on a platform like this. This book (or a diary as I would like to call it) is something I wish will relate to the teenagers at most. I, myself am a teenager, probably going through one of the most memorable phase of life you can ever be in - Teenage
This is my first time writing as an author, please cope up with my vocabulary as it may not be too flattering. But I'll try put my best foot forth!
~Leaf 🍀🍀
A little update Date: November/24/2021
It's been so long I've started this draft, but I'm just stuck at the author's note 😅😅
I am currently having my exams, which will be over around December 11, I've been busy preparing for it from past 1 and a half month at least. After 11th, I'll take a day or two off maybe, and then I've to start the preparation for my next upcoming exams which will be in Early March, I guess?
[I also have to keep up with school classes and their regular assessments]
Don't worry I'm not too studious kind of a student who is always after books and study, but this year's grade will decide my future career plans, so I am more invested in it right now.
For the time being, I just would like to share a general thought that's been over my mind a lot lately.
"During this pandemic [Covid time from 2020~2021 or maybe more] the biggest change that took place in my life is
*****drumroll*****
SOCIAL MEDIA!!!
I didn't have a twitter account, now I have. I didn't keep up with the latest news about few western artists that I like, now I do, like every time. Before, I barely opened YouTube like twice in a year, but now that's the first app I subconsciously open when I have my phone. I got introduced to Wattpad, I am planning on having an insta account.....and the list goes on.
And here's the thing that's been happening with me lately, suppose I encounter a certain video or post anywhere, I suddenly have an urge to see when was this posted? Is this youtuber still active? Why did they stop? What are they doing now?
Like, My mind travels back and forth the memory lane, and it stops exactly when I end up thinking where will I be in next 10 years? I mean will it be good, or I'll regret something. Will I be in touch with my current friends? How will be life?
Having such thoughts once in a while is okay, but, continuously thinking the same thing over and over again, it kinds of displaces my mind from some situations I need to focus right now.
I would be doing some work and then I'll take a break, eventually I'll find something like this; ends up with this thought, and my mind wanders off for quite some time. This feeling is really hard and complicated to explain.
Is this normal? I mean does everyone have those? I really want to read your opinions and what you all have to say!!
This quote is for me so that I get the feeling back again which I had when I started writing beginning of this Diary/Story
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Till then some lyrics I am in love right now -
It was fun when we were young and now we're older
Those days that are the worst, they seem to glow now
We were up-and-down and barely made it over
But I'd go back and ride that roller coaster with you
Rollercoaster by Jonas Brothers
[I wish everyone with whom I've made these sweet-bitter memories, won't themselves become memories in future]
