I want to apologize to myself a lot of times
For all the showers you couldn't enjoy because it was the only time you could cry without people noticing,
For hating yourself and allowing bad things to fill your mind about yourself,
For choosing things that can make them happy and proud even if you don't want it,
For walking the path they choose even if you don't know what's ahead of it.
I want to apologize to myself a lot of times
For thinking you need to prove your worth so you could be loved,
For not saying enough was enough a long time ago,
For picking every flaw you had that looks like a permanent scar that will never be erased.
For not realizing you was worth more and letting the world to changed you.
I want to apologize to myself a lot of times
For not being like a wildflower that grows where you can be true, free and happy,
For hating the things you once loved because you were scared that people will make fun of you again,
For choosing to stay even if you can feel that you're not belong,
For letting your past traumas and mistakes affect your present self.
I want to apologize to myself a lot of times
For trying to change yourself thinking that people will like you in the end if you do so,
For thinking that you will never be happy and no one will choose to stay by your side,
For believing what others said to you; that "you can't", "you shouldn't" and "you won't"
For not letting you rest when you are tired and letting you healed when you are hurt.
I pray that someday, your happiness will be your number one priority above anything else.
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Love Poem
RandomHello! I love writing poems since I can't remember. Hope that thru this poems, I can make your day shines so brightly :)) Ps. Always remember that all that you are matters. So choose to keep going ;
