Mi Amor || Book 2✔️

12

Jimin woke up the next morning. Arms tangled around your weak frame. A faint smile was seen on his face.

“Good morning Mi Amor. Oh! How many times have I not imagined waking up every morning with you in my arms? Your blissed face, sleeping peacefully being the first artefact I look forward to seeing early in the morning.”

Kissing your nose he gets off the bed. “Wait for me mhm? I’ll be back real quick. Don’t want to be smelly once you wake up.” Chuckling to himself he walked inside the bathroom situated in your room. People would call him an insane man, an unstable King. Had they witnessed him talking to his unconscious lover.

None, knew what bond you shared with Jimin? Currently, you weren’t aware of it yourself. What were you to him? A lover? An obsession? Or a duty to fulfill? You didn’t have an answer to that. It was Jimin and his heart the only person to answer it.

To him, you were his love, his world. A web of lies threaded by him broke apart the little brick blocks piling up constructing the castle of trust building in your heart for him.

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“Yoongs, do you love me?” He tilts his head frowning at my words. “Of course I love you pabo.” Chuckling at the nickname I snuggled myself closer in his lap. He was patting my head while playing with my hair. A thing that he knew I loved the most.

My head rested on his lap, right palm supporting my chin. His free hand had held onto my other hand. Protecting me from all the evils. “You know he’s not that bad of a person as you assume him to be.” Looking up I see his expression. A calm grin was carving his face.

“Whom are you referring to?” Swiping the loose locks irritating my vision he pecks my forehead. “King Jimin.” On the mention of the name, who’s recently uproared seeds of dissension in my heart all I felt now was disliking. I can’t hate him, I never can.

He saved me at a point in my life. As much as I convince myself to abhor him, I can’t bring myself to do that. “Why are we talking about that self centred royal entity here? It’s only me and you. Don’t you feel threatened he almost swept my heart under your nose.”

Why isn’t he angry or despising Jimin for having courted me?

“I hold no grudge against him. He saved my love which I couldn’t. I broke all those promises I made to you. He initiated in making his dreams come true. If today I would be alive. There’s no way I’ll have sat still and watched him steal what was mine.”

His words, why is he referring to us in the past tense?

“What do you mean by what was mine? Do you not love me anymore Yoongs? Aren’t we together right now? Why do you care about those promises? They were in the past. Forget them, let’s start a new beginning in our life. With only me and you in it.”

Sitting up straight I settle his hands on my lap. “I’m sorry I permitted him in my heart. Don’t stop loving me, due to my naive self. I give you my word to never see another man the way I love you.”

He hugged me, rubbing my back.

“This is where the entire problems start from Y/N. I’m not alive, I’m your past, keep me in your past. He’s your present. Love him with the same passion, even better fervency. That boy sincerely loves you. Overlook his mistakes. He did those to protect you.”

“You’ve turned into his biggest weakness. The same weakness you were to me once. Remember me in your heart. But put an end to loving me. It won’t be easy, however it's not difficult. I’ll remain as a bitter-sweet memory in your life and memories. Never compare him or his love with me ever again.”