{{CHAPTER 1}}

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The pic is what I imagine Jun looks like!!(It's from Seventeen's 독 ; Fear MV! Check them out!)

Btw, great thanks to see you read my book! Remember you are always such a lovely person and you shouldn't be ashamed of everything you do😁😍

Let's get started!


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Jun stared at the ground with empty eyes. He walked down the street, his foot making a, well, rather disturbing sound as he dragged his feet along the ground as he stumbled with his bag wrapped around his skinny shoulders to his armpits. 

Jun's life wasn't as happy and exciting as anyone else's. His parent's committed suicide when he was 7 and he and his brother, Jung, were the ones who were left, as they relied on each other for their own sake of life. It might sound simple, but it left a serious trauma and scar in Jun's everything. His life started to turn into a lifeless grey color, instead of bright colors as a normal teenagers would do. He even tried suicide, but couldn't as his pale hand started to shake violently and he couldn't even hold his knife properly. 

It was when he realized, he should just give up on everything. 


The only thing he was interested in was drawing. It soothed him down and made him relieved, which relieved him so much at the fact that something can calm him down. He was also very knowledgeable in Academics, always came in the first or second at school. 

When Jun was in his own world thinking about what to draw, he felt someone push him harshly to the wall. 

Jun already felt dizzy from the strong strength. As he looked up to see who it was, it was Raymond, A very tall and a large boy who would always bang Jun to the wall every morning on his way to school to either harass him or steal his everyday pocket money. 

Bitch. Raymond said, a disgusting grin laced in his face, everyone knew that he was going to something bad, at least. 

Jun only looked up at him blankly, not even bothering to dispute to the action Raymond took. 

Where's your money? You know I need them. Don't tell me you forgot it again unless you want a beating. Raymond said through his grinning lips, his accent sounding a bit slurred. 

Jun did nothing but to search through his pockets to take out 2 dollars and hand it over to him. Jun felt his hands trembling a bit, but tried his best to hide it. 



It was when Raymond slapped him. No, punched him in the face. It was so hard that Jun fell immediately to the ground, with his pale face and red lips bleeding. Jun himself was surprised. Jun's eyes went wide for a second, before they went numb again. Jun brought up his hands to rub it into his face, and when he saw how big the blood stains were, he sighed.

I'm going to get scolded my Jung today. Was all he thought.

Raymond stomped violently to him. Then he grabbed the collar of his shirt uniform, lifted Jun up, and growled

I told you I needed 5 dollars. Are you deaf? 

Or, is the side effects of seeing your parents suicide that serious? Serious enough to make their son have disabilities too? 

Raymond mocked, and Jun stayed dead silent. Jun was offended, but his brain screamed at him to shut up, and stay still unless you want something much more painful than this. But this time, Jun followed his heart, rather than his brain.

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