Exploding in Color - I'll Give you the Sun

Exploding in Color

Notes: The beginning part is from the book "I'll Give you the Sun" and I don't own copyrights to it. The rest is an alternate ending to Brian and Noah's bedroom adventure.

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I close my eyes, unable to contain the feeling inside me and when I open them a second later, it's like he's gotten hitched on a hook and I'm the hook. I follow his gaze to my bare stomach— my shirt's ridden up— then lower to where there's no hiding how I'm feeling. I think he's Tasering me or something, because I can't move.

He swallows, swivels back around to face the computer, and puts a hand on the mouse but doesn't click the screensaver away. I watch his other hand travel down.
Still looking at the screen, he asks, "Want to?" and I'm a flood in a paper cup.

"Totally," I say, knowing without a doubt what he means, and then our hands are on our belts, unbuckling. From across the room, I watch his back, unable to see much but then his neck arches, and I can see his face, his eyes all swimming and wild, locking with mine, and it's like we're kissing again, but from across the room this time, kissing even more intensely than in the woods, where our pants stayed on. I didn't know you could kiss with your eyes. I didn't know anything.

Then I surprise myself by saying "turn around."
He understands exactly what I'm asking for, and with our eyes locked, he swivels the chair to face me.
I want to look down at his belt but I'm feeling shy so I sneak a quick peak but then my eyes are stuck and I can't look back up. I see him stroking, and his hand is moving in incredible motions. I start mirroring his stroking motion and I close my eyes imagining as if he's the one stroking me. I drown in color.

A moan escapes my mouth before I could stop it, and my heart drops as I feel the warmth of my blushing cheeks. I snap my eyes open and look at him shyly, hoping he didn't hear me. But once our eyes meet, I see that his once flirtatious yet shy eyes are now dark and full of lust. He licks his lower lip and this time I drown in lust.

I'm not blushing anymore, I'm not feeling shy anymore. I want him to keep looking at me like that, I imagine him getting up and walking towards me. My hand motion gets faster as I imagine him straddling me, I hear a shift in motion and I realize that his hand motion is getting faster too, mirroring my own. I want to get up and fuck his brains out but I'm so overwhelmed with color that I can't move. I keep stroking and studying his face, his eyes, his hand motion, and I feel myself getting closer and closer.

I hear him whisper a low yeah like he did when we were kissing and my body shudders again. He puts his head back and arches his back, his shirt goes up and I want to feel him against my skin more than anything I've ever wanted. I want to glide my hands all over his chest under his shirt. He's now biting his lip, I assume to stop himself from moaning, I can tell that he's close.

The thought of him cumming while looking at me fires up my insides and I feel warmth seeping throughout my body as I explode. I am redorangebluegreenpurpleyellow. Brian's eyes are still locked with mine but he suddenly clenches them shut and instead of a low whisper this time, he groans "Fuck" and its his turn to explode.

After catching my breath, I smile to myself, feeling happiness erupt through my body as I see the sign of his satisfaction. He opens his eyes and they look completely different. They're starry, almost blurry. Tears? I give him a questioning look and he gives me a content smile to reassure me. I exhale.
As competitive as I am about owning the world, I would have given back the sun, the trees, the stars, and the oceans just to feel the way I feel right now.