I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 11....Therapy

I can't believe I just saw my best friend get shot, I have to tell Tab. *ring ring* *ring ring* 

Shawn: Omg Sasha, I been lookin for u, what happen?

Me: Shawn I need you, please come.

Shawn: Where u at?

Me: Christian's hospital.

Shawn: Aight I'm onna way, love you

Me: Love u too

*hangs up*

I'm bawling my eyes out right now just sitting here thinking about it.

Tab's P.O.V

I got to da hospital and ran in.

" Where is Sasha _____ room? I asked da woman at da front.

"Umm Sasha ______ isn't in this hospital sir" she said back. "Wat da hell u mean she ain't in dis hospital?" I asked mad.

"Shawn!" somebody yelled. I turned around and saw Sasha runnin up to me.

" baby I thought somethin happened to u" I said holdin her tight af. "It was Tiana, she got shot, that won't let me go back and see her" she said cryin on my shoulda. Dis the second damn time I done been at da hospital for some shit "Ummm ma'am, I'm sorry but Tiana didn't make it" the nurse said. Dat was da end of it. Sasha collapsed onna floor and started cryin. It broke my heart seein her cry. "Can I see her?" Sasha asked da nurse. "Yea, I could make that arrangement" the nurse said and walked away. We saw her before it was time for dem to do something wit her body and went to sasha house. It was about a week later and all she did was stay inna bed, maybe got inna shower about 2 times. I had to stop dis. "Sasha u been in dis bed all week, come on" I said pullin da covers off of her. "Stoppp" she mumbled under da pillow. I gotta do dis da hard way. I picked her up. "Stop Shawn put me down" she said crying. " u need to get up, talk to me" I said. " u don't know how this feels, I watched her die, I was there" she said. "How da hell I don't know how dis shit feel Sasha, I lost my mama, My MFCKN MAMA!" I yelled "Don't een go there man" I said after. I started crying. "Shawn I'm sorry"she said crying. " Come here" I said as she ran up and hugged me. All we did all day was lay inna bed and cuddle. Now its time for bed.  I woke up and it was still dark outside so I checked my phone and it said 2:12am. I looked to see if Sasha was coo and she wasn't een inna bed no more. Got up to look for her and she was just sittin inna corner laying onna floor curled up sleep. "Sasha come to bed" I said and tapped her. " I'm scared Shawn,I had a nightmare, every time I close my eyes I see her." She said shakin. "Its okay I'll hold u" I said and she got up. "Come on" I said and pulled her to da bed. She laid down and I wrapped my arms around her and went back to sleep.

    Tré's P.O.V

I'm in trouble now, all my daddy been on my case alllll day. Now I can't leave my room. My mama came to see me dawgs and he ain't een let her come to talk to me.

I got a text and it was from Ari.

Ari: Tré?

Me: Yea wssp, wat chu doin up dis late, u aight?

Ari: Yes I just gotta stay here for a while, but hey no baby drama

Me: yes but I'm in trouble , we aint doin dis again. I turned my phone off and went to sleep.

  Tab's P.O.V

I woke up to Sasha talking. "Nooo, PPPlease dont hurt us, I'll do anything, Tiannnnnna" she yelled and sat up startin to cry. "Baby are u ok?" I asked her. She didn't een say nothing. She just sat there and looked around. "Sash, u can't keep livin like dis, we need to get u da help dat u need" I said concerned. I think she jes traumatized wit all da shit dats been goin on. I called a therapist and made her a appointment. "Come on Sash, u gotta see somebody, u cant hold all deez emotions in u like dis, its always good to have people around u" I said to her. We got to da place and she still aint said nun. "Hey how are you, Sasha?" The therapist asked. "Umm she aint talkin right now" I said to da lady. " Come on with me Sasha, and you sir can wait right here" she said. "Can I come wit her, iont want her to be uncomfortable" I said." Sure, come on back here" she said and took us to a room. Dis finna be a long ass day.