After the death

The begin and the end at the same time..

I walked out the door.
Tears rolled down my cheeks. I took my headphones out of my bag.
I turned on some music. I walked for a few minutes and came to the bus stop.

It was so cold... 9 degrees...
And me, standing there in a super short tee shirt. Really embarrassing. But it had to. If I showed up in my thick, warm blue cardigan, everyone would laugh at me.
That vest didn't match my tee shirt.

There I was, in tears, in a very short tee shirt... Finally the bus came. I walked into the bus. I saw Jack sitting. I remembered it was my "crush" in 8th grade.

He looked at me. Me too. I thought of that best year; group eight. When my parents were still together, when I had a real best friend, when everything seemed so perfect... But nothing lasts long...

I understood that now. I was interrupted in my thoughts by a boy who was waiting for me to sit down. I sat down. I took my mirror and mascara out of my bag.

I wiped all the tears from my face and put on a lot of mascara so that no one would see that I had cried. I thought about this morning. I had argued with my mother again...

Suddenly, someone was sitting next to me. It was Jack. He looked at me. A moment of silence.

Then, the bus suddenly stopped. I flew forward, through the window. I hadn't strapped in because that's not cool; I think.

I saw my life fly by...
I saw my parents hugging, but also the moment when they said they were breaking up.... I saw the moment my sister was born. Justine. My dearest sister, even if I only have one.

"NINA!!!"

I heard someone scream.
I recognized Jack's voice. But nothing could reach me.
I was far in my thoughts. Way too far...
BAM!!

I hit the ground hard. I saw people running towards me... Suddenly I was lying in a pool of blood.

Strangely enough I didn't feel anything.. No pain. I closed my eyes.

Would this be the end?
Would I die now?
I did not know.
I opened my eyes for the last time and saw Jack..

Then everything disappeared...