"God damnnnnn. Bae! You can't be making me wait for it this long. You can't be me leaving like that." He whimpered as I grinded on top of his dick slowly, I stared into his light green eyes; the same eyes I get so lost in. But I laughed in my thoughts, because I was only gone for a week with some friends to Atlanta, yet by the way he was gripping these cheeks and digging in-between them, you would think this was our first time in months! I leaned in and our lips met, immediately sending shivers throughout my bed.
"I love you bae." I mumbled letting my lips gently brush against his as I spoke. 'I really do love him.' I thought to myself, then like clock work, that thought was interrupted by "Hey bae, you home?" Wasting no time I jumped up off of him, grabbing my shorts and tank top, and slipped out the patio doors connected to his bedroom. I hastily tiptoed back to my one bedroom guest house that I lived in behind theirs. It hurt me, it really hurt me, the fact that I had to leave the man, because he was loved by someone else. I sat on my couch nearly in tears wondering why I couldn't be the one he came home to everyday, why couldn't I be the one he wakes up to every morning.
But who was I fooling the chances of that happening were none to none. I mean he just got married, he's only been married for two years, but I know that their connection can't be as strong as ours; they can't have what we have. It's just not possible, I mean the love we have for each other is on another level, and it's no way possible that he and she can, not with the strength of ours. If so, then why would he be with me? Why would he be sneaking around with me and not being loyal and faithful to her? One day I think we'll be together, one day he'll wake up and realize that he's meant to be with me and not her. I know that day is coming soon. I know he loves me and I know we're going to be together.
I eventually got out my feelings and made my way to a warm shower, then fixed myself some lunch. It was my day off and I planned on relaxing. JaDarius had other plans, not even an hour after I just left him and his wife came home, he's knocking at my door. I opened it, asking "What are you doing here? Ain't your wife they're looking for you?" "Nah she just came home real quick, you know she works today; don't act like you don't know, you know how close you two are." he said. "How was I supposed to know she's going to come home? We almost got caught. We can't keep doing this, we cannot keep doing this." I explained. "But I don't want to stop." He countered. "But we need to." "Yeah but I just told you I don't want to, we are already too far into this. What are we going to do? Tell her then what about yall relationship?" He had a point. Fuck! "Well we don't have to tell her, we just have to stop fucking around I told him." Trying to close my door in his face. JaDarius wasn't with that, he forced my door open, grabbing me and flinging me on my couch. We wrestled a little bit but he managed to pin me down pinning me down on my couch cushions. "GET off me, get off me! "What are you doing!" I yelled and he said "You are about to find out." Right after he ripped off my pajama bottoms, yanking and tugging on my legs, positioning them above my head, with a smile on his face, he looked me in my eyes and said "This will never end." Then shoved his dick forcefully inside me. The amount of paint that shot throughout my whole body, quickly made tears formed in my eyes. The pain, the pain, the pain, is all that ran through my mind. I tried to push him off me but to no avail the pain quickly turned into pleasure and next thing you know I'm moaning holding my legs behind my head while he pounded me out on my couch but my front door wide open. Maybe a dozen or so strokes later, his dick was pressed against my inner spine, emptying itself inside me. A couple seconds later his cream covered dick, slowly started to come out of me, his body tensed then shuddered, he looked me in my eyes with all the seriousness in the world, he repeated himself. "You're not leaving." I just laid there on the couch staring at him in silence as he walked out my house leaving my front door open.
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As I walked back to the main house, anger came across me and I rushed back into Haratios apartment. "Man what the fuck is wrong with you, every time we almost get caught, you always want to turn around and try to leave me. Don't you understand that I love you, Don't you understand that I want to be with you, I can't help that we in this fucked up situation but you're not leaving me." I roared. Haratio sat up and asked "But you love my sister too don't you?" I sucked my teeth and paced around the room before saying, "Why are you asking me that? She's my wife." "And she's my sister. This is wrong." "It's wrong because we almost got caught. I didn't force you in my bedroom, I didn't force you to fall in love with this dick either." I finally said, I was tired of his bullshit when it came to us, why does he understand that he's mine, he belongs to me, that they both have my heart and that I need them both in my life. I suddenly broke down in tears and Haratio came running over, "Chill man, everything straight. I'm not going nowhere, just calm down." He said wrapping his arms around me. He smelled so fucking good, he skin was so soft. This mans presence alone was turning me way up.
I wiped the water from my eyes and face then stripped out my clothes. Taking Haratio by his hand and walking him to the couch, "Sit down." I told him and as he did, I got down on my knees in front of him. "What you doing?" He asked looking more confused than his words. "Just chill." I commanded. He actually listened. No back talk this time. I looked up into his beautiful eyes ask I took his dick in my mouth for the first time. I had never done this to him but I wanted to show him I'm serious about us. I proceeded to lick up both side of his dick the dragged my tongue down to his nuts, taking each one in my mouth one by one. I could feel his body tense, and hear his toes cracked. "Oooh fuck I'm about to cum." He cried out suddenly, while filling up my mouth with a sour, tangy mixture. I almost threw the fuck up.
Once he got himself together all he said was "Why?" My response was "Because I love you." I then got up, gave him a kiss and walked out back to my house. If my boys from the hood seen me on this gay shit they'd probably kill me. I honestly felt like he's worth the risk.
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"What the fuck just happened?" I said to myself as JaDarius walked out my apartment. This man really just gave me some head. He must really do love me, that's not something he had ever done. So the fact that he's doing it now must mean that he really does love me and that he's not lying about how he feels about me, maybe I shouldn't leave him, maybe we will be together one day, maybe I am tripping this man loves me and I'm pushing him away. I guess I have to get right before I lose the best thing to ever happen to me.
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Never Leave Me
Short StoryCan love keep you, even if you had to share that love. Haratio has found the love of his life but there's a twist to this love. Take a read and find out.
