Friday 19/4/23
Jason :
After spending most of the year in denial I finally found out I have a crush on lee he's just so hot ,he's tall and he's sporty, he's everything I want in a guy and I ahve decided that I need to take it into my own hands. I'm going to invite him over on Saturday night my parents are out of Auckland and my sister is staying at her friend's house so this will be a perfect time to get some alone time with him away from all of the people in my class jokingly shipping us.Lee :
I get a call from Jason we haven't hung out in a while but he wants to hang out on Saturday night and I'm going to stay over, and I don't know why but for some reason I feel this longing for him but I don't think or know that he feels the same way. he probably doesn't and if I admit It and he doesn't like me back will he still want to stay friends or not.all of this has me
in my head and I just want this to be perfectSaturday 20/4/23
Jason:
It's 4 : 30 pm and lee is arriving in 10 minutes I set out candles and put the red leds on in hope that it might hint off some feelings and hopefully get him in the mood. I hear a knock at the door, I open the door and lee is standing outside with a duffle bag and a pillow the wind is blowing through his hair and he almost looks like he ran here he's all hot and sweaty and it's so hot
"Hey are you done staring coss I need to put down my stuff."
"Omg sorry I didn't realize I was staring."
I'm so embarrassed i couldnt expose my feelings yet and it was reaIly hard. I welcome him inside and he puts all of his stuff down in my room.Lee:
After putting my stuff down in jasons room we head to the kitchen and start making popcorn as the popcorn is cooking jason heats up the butter in the microwave and he pours the warm butter over the popcorn it looks so good and for some reason watching him make food is making me feel a certain type of way. We sit down
"What movie do you wanna watch?" Jason asks me
"Umm, maybe like a horror movie, what about It." I reply
He nods and puts it on I feel proud of myself I would do anything to jump into his arms and if that means watching a movie that I don't really find scary to pretend that it is I'm going to do that.Jason:
We're watching and I've turned the lights out for a more romantic effect lee sits on the couch beside me , he looks really scared I feel like I have to protect him, we take a break from the movie and I order pizza and we eat dinner in my room.
It's later now and we finished the movie a while ago but I'm feeling hungry for something sweet like ice-cream so I go and grab the tub of ice-cream from the freezer and grab two spoons one is slightly bigger than the other we go back to the lounge and I sit down and I put a little bit of ice-cream on lees nose he laughs cutely and wipes it off and licks his finger. I hand him the bigger spoon
"So you like being the little spoon huh?"
He asks
"Wait huh did you just ask if, no forget it nevermind I probably heard wro-
all of a sudden he pulls me in and kisses me
What's going on?Lee:
jason pulls away from me looking confused
"Wait so you like me?" He asks
"Of course I do you dumbass how could you not see."
He pulls me towards him and we kiss again but this time we start making out, Jordan starts to take off his clothes and I look down and realize I'm rock hard I try to cover it but Jason starts peeilng my clothes off my hot sweaty body he takes my pants off and gets down on his knees.Jason:
I get down on my knees and I put him in my mouth is it weird that I like giving him head
I realize that I don't care , he groans and tilts his head back. when I'm done a string of saliva hangs from my bottom lip attached to him but my body aches for him
"Next time you do that look up at me so I can see your face." He says,
Oml he's so hot my body aches for him and I can't wait any longer
"Please I can't wait any longer I need you inside me now." I moan we run to the bedroom and he pushes me down, and puts his hands on my throat while we make out on my bed before he turns me over and enters me I moan as he bounces up and down in me. It feels so big I feel like I'm going to rip in half, he crys out and I can feel him filling me upLee:
I moan as I reach completion and I pull out I lie down next to him and realize that there's a mess to clean up and it's a big one
Jason lies next to me on the bed he's out of breath and has sweat running down his forehead in small beads we get dressed and change the sheets.
"Come and lie with me we can watch another movie?" Jason says
"Sorry, I'm feeling really tired can we just go to sleep now?"
"Oh, um sure." He repliesJason:
I feel hurt , did he only want me for my body?
Did he only come here to fuck me and pretend like nothing happened afterwards?
He just ignored me after we had that important intimate moment together and I realize I'm not sad I'm mad like really mad i hear a ping from Lee's phone it's a message
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(Did u do it)
(Yeah but I kinda wish we
( hadn't it was so weird like fr
( i only did it For me)
(Eek probably shouldn't have dared u)
(Hello?)
(Fuck ur probably asleep ill leave u)
____________________________________________I'm really mad he didn't really want to and just did it anyways.
I text Hannah my exHannah:
I get a text from Jason really late at 2 am
I wonder why I've been wanting him to text for ages it's been lonely without him and I still want him he's asking if he can stay come to mine and stay the night so I say yes. Around 15 minutes later he arrives outside my bedroom window and climbs in and sits on my bed and gets under the covers
"Why are you here ?" I ask
"I still like you, and I had to get out of my house." says Jason
"Well you can stay here ig." I say reluctantly
He pulls up the blankets and puts his arms around my waist and we fall asleep