Today, I decided I'm breaking up with him.
I love him, I always will but I am not in love anymore.
I am tired, frustrated, just fucking tired
I told you the life I wanted
You told all you wanted was me
I told you I wanted tattoos
You told me you hate tattoos
I told you I care about my family
You told me you dont care what happens to yours
I fell for the distance and nonchalance, I thought that was what I wanted
I dont
I want a man who cares, you are not that
I'm breaking up with you because i am not going to ultimatum you into change
I want to be rid of you
You dont care
That is no longer cute or cool
It's scary
You literally dont care about your mom or dad or brother or sisters
I told you all the negatives you said you are staying cuz you love me
I love me too
I am meant for more, you no longer align with my sanity or my peace
I am sorry but you must go
