CHAPTER 1

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Normal characters- Hello
Ryūjin Jakka- Hello
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I think back on all the problems that have happened to me. All the hatred the villagers have shown me, how they chase me out there shops, how they chase after me, leading me to the alleyways so they can punch me black and blue.

How I've lived a terrible life, barely getting any of the essentials of life. People tell me I'm short and weak, but they don't realize I can't get any food items besides ramen. Ramen is amazing but I can't live off it. All my ninja equipment that I buy is not new, all they sell me is used and broken items at an increased price. The same story applies to my clothes.

People tell me I'm stupid and good for nothing. But nobody has realized that I put on a mask from the time I was small. No I'm not stupid, I'm clever, I try my best to learn and I perceive things thoroughly before I do it. Such as my pranks, nobody realizes I allow myself to get caught. I dodge Anbu, jonin and chunin on a daily basis to help myself with training. I would rather hide my intelligence than die because the villagers think the 'demon' is smart.

My living conditions have been terrible and my education has been stunted. If only Hokage-jiji could see it. Don't get me wrong I care about him alot, but his old age made sure that people back stab him. He's gone soft and that is a terrible position for the Hokage. Kakashi- sensei, should I even call him that. He sent me into the chunin exams full well knowing that he only taught me tree walking. He thinks I can't see the extra lessons he gives to sasuke. My team mates, they don't have a right call themselves that, sasuke is emotionally broken and only cares about revenge. I thought after him saving me in Wave country we would become friends, but after he got his sharingan he has gotten more stuck up. Sakura has only belittled me after I joined the team, and she doesn't care about training, I know she's seen the 'extra' lessons Kakashi gave sasuke but she doesn't care about complaining to jiji because she only cares about 'her' sasuke. The only people that could be called my friends are shikamaru, choji, and hinata. I know why hinata is shy around me but I can't feel the same for her. I know she's shy but she doesn't talk to me, so I can't even say if I like her or not.

I'm tired of hiding my true self, I'm emotionally exhausted, I'm hurt, and above all else I'm so very very angry. Angry at my so called teachers, at the so called villagers I'm meant to protect, at my so called friends and angry at myself. I wish I could do better.

Here I am lying in a sewer full of water, sinking fast. Maybe I should just give up.

 Maybe I should just give up

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"Are you going to give up."

"Who said that." Said naruto, as he kept looking around the empty room.

"Are you that weak, that you are going to give up now after everything that you went through, where has your fire gone" said the voice

"Shut up, shut up, shut up. You have no idea what I've been through." Shouted naruto, as he kept punching the ground again and again as his hand started to bleed.

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