𝐵𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 - 𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙪

𝐿𝑜𝓈𝓉..

I thought all of my problems just floated away yesterday, I finished the tour and went home, happy. But suddenly I remembered that Nini was still mad at me. Maybe I could call her and apologize. The phone started ringing, but I had assumed she wouldn't answer, but to my surprise she did.

"Hey Nini. Look I want to--"

"Gina please."

Man, I am getting cut off a lot this week.

"If I'm honest you have been a real jerk to me." She continued,

WHAT??

"You know I have been dealing with issues with Ricky, and you know I like him. I always listen to you dumb problems, when will you listen to mine?"

"Nini, I always listen to your problems, and that's very rude to call my problems dumb. How would you feel if your controlling scary ex suddenly found you and asked to date again? Yeah, I thought so. Maybe it was a mistake to think we could be friends."

She huffed.

"W-whatever." she said, looking away.

She wasn't good at being sassy, and I could tell she was sad our friendship was over, but she was being a real snob so I didn't feel bad.

"It's not whatever, it's what's gonna happen. We are no longer friends. And we never will be again." I said firmly.

A tear rolled down her cheek and her nose got all puffy.

"W-w-whatever.." she said, her voice cracking.

I smiled and opened my arms.

"Ricky and I are just friends, and I'm dating Ej. You are too much of a good friend to pass up on. Why throw it all away in one fight?"

"Yes I would like to throw it all away. I'm crying because of the thought of you and Ricky together, not the thought of losing you." She said,

Okay, maybe she was good at being a snob and sassy.

Two can play it that game. I rolled my eyes at her so hard, my eyes kinda hurt a little, I hung up and blocked her. though I acted very sassy and snobby, I was really hurting deep inside.

At least I had Ej.

I went to Ej's house and opened the door. There he was. With Lily. Sitting on the same couch. Making out.

"WHAT. THE F—" I started to say.

*SHE WAS CURSING A LOT, BUT I WILL NOT SHOW WHAT SHE SAID. LETS JUST SAY, A LOT OF CURSING, A LOT OF ANGER.*

"I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU BACKSTABBING JERK. YOUR APOLOGIZES ARE ALL FAKE AND PITTY LIES. I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU EJ. I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME. YOU KNOW RICKY WAS A WAY BETTER PERSON THEN YOU. I SPENT SO MUCH OF MY TIME WASTING IT ON YOU. I HOPE YOU GO TO HELL EJ CASWELL." I said screaming

"Gina listen, I was just confused and I—"

"TO HELL I SAID. I WAN'T MY STUFF BACK TOMORROW AFTERNOON." I walked out the door and made sure to slam it really hard.

I have been broken so many times before, but never like this. I felt so dizzy, my eyes were blurry I was sobbing, and digging my fingers into my hair. I was shaking like crazy. For a moment, all of that stopped. I looked in front of me, and there was nothing. Before I knew it, my head hit the ground. And there I lied, passed out on the ground. No one was home. I'm not even sure if Ashlynn was coming home tonight.

Hours I lied there, but it felt like days.

Finally I woke up, but there was no one who saved me. No one even noticed I was gone. I have lost everything. When i woke up, I was a different person. A person who might move back to her mom. Far, far away from Salt are City. And there was no one who could change my mind.