NOTHING FEELS THE SAME

Chapter 35

**a/n hiii, thanks for reading everyone :) enjoy this one :D just know I haven't checked over it, so it might make no sense what so ever. So errrrrrr..........**

"We are not picking up the location sir, seems its undetectable even with a scan." Nichols sighed and ran his hands over his face. "What, what if you go in?" "That would be unwise, we have no idea where it is, how big it is. We could damage the foetus" the specialist told him. "EMP? Knock it out?" "A pulse strong enough would most certainly kill the foetus" "Well listen, your going to have to go in. I'll talk to Sam, maybe she can give you an approximate location" "Make sure she knows the risks!"

"If something happens to this baby, will I still be able to have another?" Sam was lying in a hospital gown, again. "I dunno, you will have to ask the specialist" "I need to speak with Gary first"

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Gary and Leslie were intruded from their talk, "Excuse me Mr Barlow but I need you to come with me. Right now" "Errr why, is something wrong?" Your wife is asking for you, she want to speak with you about the surgery" Gary raised his eyebrow when he said wife 'soon' he thought. "What surgery?" He asked confused. "The tracker" "Huh?" Gary dumbfounded. "You don't know?" Gary just stared at him "Come on, I'll take you to the hospital and fill you in on the way"

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"Sam!" Gary ran over to her. "Gary" she sighed. "Are you okay?" "Yeh, did they tell you?" He nodded and pressed a strong kiss to her forehead. "What are you going to do?" He asked nervously. "I have to do it Gary. Living with someone following every step I take isn't living. And it would be no life for a child. There are risks Gary. They don't know where it is, so they will have to look and.... And it might kill the baby" he closed his eyes. "Look at me Gary" he opened his watery eyes and made contact with hers. "It's okay tho Gary, we can try again. We didn't make this one remember?"

Gary sat there nodding "If you think it's best" hr chocked out. "I do" she pulled him into a tight hug.

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"Are you sure this is the right area?" The specialist asked Sam, she nodded in response. The lower half of her tummy was covered in drawings and markings. "Okay then, I'll give you some sedative and anaesthetic now" "Wait, just......please, try not hurt the baby" "I'll do my best"

"Nichols?" "Mmm?" He grunted. "Please stay with Gary, not me" "Sure, anything"

"Okay then Sam, here we go"