There has been two weeks, two weeks that has been a hell for me. The only person who made me smile and be happy and who is also the reason why I'm alive, is gone. Gone forever. It's my mom. Even thought I just turned 18 and can take responsibility and leave by my own, it's hard. It's hard to live when the one person you had only left was suddenly gone.
However she was on her way to the collage, since it was easter break she wanted me to come home and celebrate with her. Yes, I didn't have my own car. I really felt heartbroken when I had to movie in to the dorms because that meant that I was leaving my mom by her own. You see, my mom wasn't happy either, my father left her because he had alcohol problems and that made myself and my mother unhappy.
Moreover, she was on her way when the car suddenly crash into her, and it wasn't no one more than my own father. Of course, he was in another car, and of course he was drunk as usual. This man has no feelings, my own father who was a big inspiration for me when I was a kid became a stranger. Now I hate him even more, he ruined ones again the person I loved the most.
What do I have left? Nothing, nothing at all. No friends, no boyfriend, no parents. I'm all alone. I'm sad and lonely.
Days has flown away and the only thing I was doing is laying on my bed and listen to music, because that was the only thing that keept me up. I've always been good in school, but I didn't have the strenght to go to the classes, I didn't have strenght to do anything at all.
Then one day I suddenly realise that I had to keep on, to make my mother proud of me because that is what she want, I can't lose her trust on me. However I decited finally to leave the dorm and go to classes - maybe that will keep me up and not thinking about all these problems.
Before the english lesson started I had to go to the coffee shop near the building, that has been kind of my routine before the accident happened. I had to take my coffee, that was something important to me to have to get the energy for the classes.
When I walked in to the caffee, which also seems like it was ages ago, I saw that the person who has always been behind the bar was someone else. He had dark hair, beard and was tall, well taller than me. Usually I hate beards but this time, I loved it, he looked so hot with the dark hair and the beard.
''..eh miss? It's your turn''' suddenly I woke up from the daydream and saw him infront of me.
''Eh. one mockha thanks.'' I smiled and the gave one back before he turned around to make me some coffee.
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''..Have everyone finished Pride and Predjudice?'' Mr. Wilson asked and I forgot that I haven't been going to the class these past of weeks. At first I got some panic but then I realized that I have already read the book, like a nerd I am.
''I want you to write and argument essay until next Tuesday, you can choose the subject but it has to be something about the book'' Mr. Wilson contunied and everyone was going out from the class.
It was finally lunchtime and I was walking trough the halls when suddenly some shout behind me.
''..Hey YOU!''
I turned around and there was him,the guy from the Coffee shop.
''You forgot your book, at the coffee shop'' he puffed when he reached out to me.
''Oh. Thank you so much, I was in rusch and totally forgot baout the book.. I mean thank you... that you dound me and..'' I was of course talking too fast, a bad habbit I have when I talk to hot guys. Not like I talk to hot guys much.
He laughted. ''It's okay, I''m always around here anyway..by the way my name is Zayn.''
''Nice to meet you. My name is Anastasia. You go here?''
''Yeah, even thought i'm guite old for this, but didn't had an opportunity to take classes before.. eh was kind of busy.'' he kind of was a little bit mysterious.
Had no idea what he meant about that but okay.
''So are you taking lunch?'' he continued.
