Life of mine

chapter 1} My history

Hello! My name is Korina, but I'm trans so please call me Alex or you can call be Iko bec I'm not completely sure. I'm 13 years old and I dont really like my life that much. What can I do about that tho. Before I continue if you dont support LGBTQIA+ don't continue this story. Tnx u! And all hate comments will deleted 👋🏻.
Love ya!

Anyways Im first gonna tell you a little about my history before I continue with what happened today. So.. it started when I was 6yrs old.. I had the best grandpa in the world he would treat me like his princess. He was the best and I really loved him. He really was amazing :) but then I turned 7 and he told us to move from Croatia (where I used to live) cuz it's better to explore the world. But before we went to Strasbourg, a place in France where I was in 1st grade, he died from a heart attack in the sea. I was never as sad as the day that happened. I tried to hold my tears back but they wouldn't. Now days I still can't hold back my tears if I overthink a lot but only if I'm alone. So that was the 1st experience that I remember in detail to this day. Then we went to Strasbourg for the 1st grade. Then we came back to Croatia, for 2nd and 3rd grade.. in 2nd grade I met my first ever bestfriend called Tea. She was the best! She always got my back and was always there for me like I was for her, we were inseperatable she kept telling me that they were gonna move to Germany and I didn't belive her 'cause I thought she was joking around.. but then 3rd grade came she wasn't there anymore.. I was so sad.. I still remember her face to this day, we don't have any contact cuz we were to young to have phones and our mums didn't know eachother.. tho she knew who Tea was.. And anyways I had a friend called Miahel but we are not in touch anymore idk why... in 3rd grade we made ghost friends and mine was called Tea his was called Koko and I still remember that. We were also pretty good friends but we don't see each other anymore.. then 4th grade came.. we moved to Luxembourg.. and we are still there.. but I forgot to mention.. in 3rd grade my mum met her nowndays boyfriend.. his name is Zeljko.. and my mums name is Tanja/ Tatjana.. also I forgot to mention that my mum and dad divorced when I was 1 yrs old Zeljko changed my life very much.. in 4th grade i met my now irl "bestie" Marta she never realised when i fake smiled or fake laughed.. but thats not important anyways in 4th grade nothing special happened but Marta and I would see eachother every. Single. DAY. We had sleepovers on the weekend and i would see her at school but then 5th grade came.. thats when everything went downhill :) my mum kept telling me about this Megi/ Magdalena girl she was very lonely and she didnt have any friends.. she was in enB class i was in enA class also in 5th grade I changed schools so this is a new school I made freinds with Megi.. and we started hanging out.. also Hana another one of my friends would sometimes join Hanas fake bestfriend was really annoying and she wouldnt let her do anything.. so she wouldnt let her hang out with us that often.. in the half of the year a new girl called Anja came into our class and same with another guy who is from Turkey called Kaan or Kann im not sure and i was friends with both of them too. Also i forgot to mention that I was friends with Anna, Amara, Clelie, Joana and Livia .. we didnt talk that much but we still talked.. but I talked with Anna way more then the other girls.. so Megi was Num1 Anna Num2 Anja and Hana Num3 so yeah but then 6th grade came/ thats Secondary in Luxembourg.. well then everything was terrible the whole year was messed up also in the middle of 5th grade Covid started i started to Hang out with Megi Hana and Anja so much more then i did before we 4 were like best freinds but then Anja messed up Megis and mine friendship it was her fault.. but we didnt know that until the end of the year i feel like there is more stuff that happened in 6th grade then everything else i wrote she made us think that we are the ones who messed up the freindship.. anyways Megi and I made up but Hana was Megis bestfriend now cuz she "couldnt trust me after i betraed her" so then we were just freinds.. but then after a while we became bestfriends again somehow.. but then.. Anja said she liked me like... romantic way.. and i rejected her because i was straight and i knew i really didnt want to be with her.. and i still dont..... somehow she had trust in Megi and told her that she herslef is manipulative and toxic.. and megi told me that bec we were bestfreinds.. and then i told her that Anja said she liked me.. so we both agreed to try to get under her and her friends skin and then expose her and her freind Luisa.. but on the end that didnt work out cuz i had to pretend to still be her freind and i maneged but i didnt really get under her skin.. but during the whole school year Hana and i were really close.. and same with Anna and I and then the school year ended and tuen Megi texted me that she doesnt want to be freinds anymore cuz i do everythimg wrong honesly she is manipulative and toxic herself too and i texted anja that I dont want to be friends.. that i just want to be alone so now i just got Anna and Hana honsely they are real friends.

I wrote that so long ago. Right now the situation is so much different. Ok so over the holidays i got a boyfriend and his name was Noah. We were online dating tho cuz he lives in Australia. So he is poly/ dates multiple people at a time and i think that he just wants attention. So i became friends with one of his bfs and he is now my best friend! His name is Ace and he is really nice. I knew that Ace really and truly loved Noah. So i broke up with Noah cuz i really wanted their realationship to work out more then anything. (dont come at me) but anyways i was crying for like 2 weeks and then i got over him. Anyways, then i met my identical twin who is one year older then me. So you might be wandering ˝ Eth wdym you dont have any sibling¨ she lives in germany and we met on yt. We are the same person let me tell you! She is older just 1 year tho. and we started doing role play together reacently! It's so fun!! Anja and I are friends again and i might move schools :D and yea thats it for today <3 see yall next time