hi!! Before you start reading this story please take caution! There will be a lot of sensitive subjects in this story such as;
- Discussion of Mental illness and mental health
- lots of cussing
- Insecurities (specifically feeling "dumb" and hating self in general. Bashing self for feeling normal feelings that everyone feels.)
- S/H (self harm)
- and Overusing Alcohol (to get rid of sadness.)
If you are sensitive to ANY of these subjects to the point you will not be able to read this, I recommend you click off!
Stay safe! <3