a kiss on the wrist

Chapter 38- that night in jail.

Holy crap. Suck my ass and fuck me like a birch tree, tysm for freaking 8k reads this is so incredible! I don't even know how this happened, but I'm so excited. Like i know this book isn't the greatest, but holy kmdinfeinevfinefc. I know i havnt updated in a long time, but I've been super duper busy with everything like it's been a month and I'm so so so sorry. Sorry for this Crappy chapter XD

The words were fresh in my mind. Like knives they pierced my head and cut me open from the inside out. I sat in front of the window, looking down on the earth and observing the beautiful trees, and the people walking among the streets. My body felt dead, i felt as if i weren't even alive. Everything we have been through. He's dyi-....i can't. I just,
I can't even say it to myself. This isn't how things are supposed to be.

"Robin," i felt a soft hand grab my shoulder. "What," i shut my eyes. Just hearing his voice made me take this harder. What if one day i don't get to hear this voice. "Harry is downstairs." He whispered. "I can't go," i shook my head. I want to go and support him, but how can i do that when I'm completely torn apart? I can't even support myself, and i can't just leave you, i can't niall." I shook my head "Robin, go. He needs you, he needs us, like you said. Be there for him, go for both of us," he sighed, rubbing my arms. "Niall i can't leave you right now, what if something where to happ-" i felt the steamy tears flood my eyes and overflow as his vanilla lips pressed against mine. I could taste the tears from both of our eyes, and pulled away, turning around so that i was no once again facing the window.

"Stop." He said sternly. "I'm going to be fine, nothing is going to happen, i have to take care of you, and i won't leave you, just go, I'll be waiting here for you when you get back, healthy and alive," he kissed my temple and turning me around to face him. "Don't cry gorgeous,smile. I love your smile, and when your happy, I'm happy, you don't want me to be unhappy do you?" He smirked weakly. He wiped my tears and kissed me. "I love you, now come, he's waiting,"

"I've already packed your bag, and I've loaded it into the car, remember that I'm just a phone call away ok, i know it's only the weekend, but I'll miss you," he smiled. I sent him a small grin and opened the front door, taking a big breath. "Be safe and take care of them," he laughed as he walked me to the car. "Harry, louis," he nodded, saying hi to them from the window. "Hey ni, how are you doing?" Lou chirped. "Pretty good," he laughed opening in the car door.

"I love you," i whispered, as we drove off.

"It's this exit right here harry, right there you've got to turn, wait no that one!" Louis shouted as harry swerved on the road. We were supposed to get on a flight, but when we got to the air port, harry led us to the wrong terminal and we ended up not making it to the right one on time, so here we are driving to California. Louis and harry have been at it in the front for a while now as i sit in the back. I have texted niall multiple times, but he won't answer me. I've called him too, and he still hasn't answered. I'm a bit worried to be completely honest. I feel like i should be home with him right now. I love harry and everything a lot, but i love niall as well, i love niall more than anything, the thought of losing him kills me.

I force the thoughts away as we pull up to a gas station. "Here i will drive and you can get some rest," i tapped harry as he opened his door. "I don't need any rest I'm fine, and we've been driving for hours, are you sure were going the right way?" Harry asked louis who was studying the map. "What do you think i can't read maps?" He turned towards harry. "That or your holding it wrong ," harry began to argue with him. "What with my hands? That's how most humans hold things, but i guess you wouldn't know anything about that!" I could hear the sass dripping from louis voice as they began to raise their voices. "What, are you saying I'm not human?"

"I don't know why don't you ask your four nipples what they think, maybe those will give you a clue!" Louis smirked. Harry looked down at his chest and back up at louis. "That's it, I'm going to the back seat," harry puffed, standing up and stomping to the back. "Well then I'll just come back there with you," louis smiled. "No i don't want to sit with you" he stuck his tongue out at him. "Apparently my nipples aren't good enough for you, are they not human enough for you?"