All I could see was red whenever I thought of him. The red of his hair, the red of his flannel, red with anger, red with passion, and most of all, red with love.
I was angry he had made me fall in love with him, with his stupid hair, his stupid tattoos, his stupid eyes, his stupid self. I loved him with my entire being, I still do, I am still in love with Michael Gordon Clifford and I hate it.
I thought I was straight! I had a girlfriend until he came along. He basically kidnapped me and took me out, he came onto me and kissed me, from then I was a goner.
I miss him. Oh, how I miss him. He just up and left without a trace, no one knows where he is, no one's heard from him. Hell, I don't even know if his hair is red anymore!
Because of Michael Clifford I see red, I feel blue and let me tell you, purple is my least favourite colour.
I'm blue with sadness, blue with regret, blue is the colour of my tears, the colour I'll turn when I finally bring myself to jump into the menacing ocean below me.
I cannot live without him, he tore my heart into a million pieces, along with my happiness. He took that with him.
I see red. I feel blue. I'm sick of purple.
Now is the time, I feel myself crouching, shutting my eyes tight.
I'm almost off the ground when I hear his voice.
"Luke!"
He's back.
"Luke, don't!"
I don't answer.
"Luke, please! I came back to take you with me, just please don't do this!"
I take a step back, off the edge of the cliff.
"Luke, baby, please"
He's crying now.
"You broke me."
"I know."
"Why?"
"I don't know."
"I love you."
"I know."
"Do you love me?"
"I don't know."
I jumped.
A/N HEY HI HELLO ITS BEEN SO LONG
NO I HAVENT DIED
IM SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT
IT TOOK A TURN EVEN I DIDNT EXPECT OOPSIM SO SAD ABOUT ZAYN PEOPLE ARE BEING SO INSENSITIVE TO ME I HAVENT STOPPED CRYING
I'm sorry for yelling I love you all immensely, I'm here to talk if you ever need to, please don't hurt yourselves 💕💕💕💕
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Fanfictiona collection of scenes played out in my head that I wish actually happened bc I would cry real tears boyxboy