It was me who slit her throat, when you thought she was asleep.
It was me that suffered pain, when you betrayed me.
It was me that fell for you, believing all your little lies.
It was me there to comfort you, when she put tears in your eyes.
It was me you promised forever, but you chose her more than twice.
It was me who cried til I couldn't breathe, but it's you who'll pay the price.
It was me who called when I needed you, and you answered, "who is this?"
It was me who you said you'd spend your life, but I'm not the one you're with.
It was me you left when shit got hard, you took my heart and ran.
It was me who played the fool for you, I thought I had a chance.
It was me who was destroyed, by the hands that kept me together.
It was me who said she couldn't have you, not here, not now, not ever.
It was me who was told to move on.
"It gets better",
"It takes time".
But It was me left pained & confused, cause you were doing fine.
It was me, that took your love.
I slit her precious throat.
Because If I'm not the one you love
That love just has to go.
And I called out for you, but you didn't even show.
Or worse, you didn't even think to come.
And I faught for all of this, but now I'm just so fucking numb.
For us, for this love, or maybe was it just lust?
Whatever the fuck it was, it cost me every ounce of trust.
Damnit I fucking loved you.. how come you couldn't just, love me back? I forgave you, and myself, and you couldn't do any of that.
To love you was like drowning, except you didn't come and save me.
And you gave her everything you were.. that I built, that shit just makes me angry.
And I hope you're fucking happy, and you'll get what you deserve. I sacrificed my whole heart, for you to just give yours to her?
And Maybe I was unfaithful, but I was young and it was all so new. But I've never loved anyone like I love you, and that's the truth.
I thought we could overcome anything that made us fall, but I guess all that bullshit you fed me wasn't true at all.
Now that my mind is at peace, I'm finally moving on. And It feels so damn good to be free, I just wish my memory of you was gone.
I did it, It was me ..and maybe I was wrong.
But I don't regret a thing.
And I hope this hurts you worse than the heartache and agony you've inflicted upon me.
