there is something about you that i can never forget.
today is different, hongjoong decided to spend his days off at the dorm with ateez's members so that they can celebrate ateez's debut anniversary together, as well as his birthday.
hongjoong left the studio quite early so it is not a surprise if he arrive at the dorm and no one is awake. he carefully press the pin number and get in as quietly as possible so as not to disturb anyone. he decided to surprise the members a little bit so he prepared them breakfast with bread and milk, along with some bacon. the smell was so good that it woke the members up one by one. seonghwa woke up first, his face was full of surprised when he sees hongjoong in the kitchen. having helped hongjoong set the table, they get to their room and sit down at the bottom bunk where seonghwa usually sleeps at, talking about the things that happened in the past few weeks.
i am sorry for not coming to the dorm in the past few weeks. i guess it is me who make everything difficult for you. it is me who didn't focus on the situation... hongjoong speaks up, his voice shakes a little bit. may be it is because he never open up to the members like this before
don't worry, i know i shouldn't expect you to comeback to the dorm everyday but i raise my expectation too high.seonghwa speaks with his eyes teary, which makes hongjoong surprised. he has been hiding it for too long, but hasn't had a chance to speaks about...
they are too busy talking and didn't notice the kids standing outside. not until jongho bumped his head into the door did hongjoong notice that the kids are up and decided not to do anything further. they both get out of the bed and walk toward the kitchen.
hey kids. it's time to have breakfast. seonghwa said in a very unstable voice, hiding his teary eyes behind the sweater paws. all the members, apart from hongjoong have started eating. it must been so hard for seonghwa to bare with the kids alone, maybe it is me who makes it even harder for him. hongjoong thought to himself while sitting down to the table and have breakfast with the kids and seonghwa. his thoughts was cut off by seonghwa's voice:
guys settle down, i have an announcement to make. seonghwa raises his voice, but his face not looking directly at the members. he continues, tears threatened to fall down to his cheeks, pink-shaded ones: after such a long time thinking, i am moving out. i have been such a burden to you guys and i think i should be alone for some time.... he quickly stands up, his hands clenching into a fist. he was and is still enduring all the hardship and now it is like a river that busted its bank. he was about to leave, but hongjoong holds his hand and drags him to the garden, leaving the kids behind. cake, flowers, everything hongjoong has prepared. he appreciates seonghwa and their relationship is more than just a friendship. hongjoong fell in love with seonghwa, like madly in love.
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i didn't dare to confess p-park s-seonghwa ah. please stay with me. i never thought i need you this much in my life, until that day when you came to the studio to bring me some vitamin and after, you f-fell asleep on the couch. please hwa ah, i really admire you in everything so please s-stay with me. hongjoong said, his eyes are filled with tears. he hates to see his best friend taking all the responsibilities when it is him who makes the responsibilities and put it on seonghwa's shoulders.
confess? what do you mean by that? seonghwa stood there, his hands switched to crossed position. he doesn't understand what hongjoong just said. his feeling are mixed up and now he doesn't know how to feel...
• to be continue
A/n: i will post a part 2 of this chapter pretty soon. this has been quite a long chapter so far. also, i am sorry for the inactivity. i am seriously packed with schedules, which makes my mental health goes downhill </3. i will try to update more regularly later on i love you guys the most . have a nice day/night/noon/afternoon. make sure to wear a mask when you go out and also please stay warm if you are in cold places.
