Niall Horan Imagines

Imagine for Zayn

The news came as a shock.

That's just part of it. Of course, you'd grown a very close rapport with Zayn, throughout the years you were with Niall. Of course, none of this meant that he had to be dead, or anything, it was just, forlorn, you know.

What people didn't understand was, however, I knew that he never fit in One Direction. Always noticing the small things, such as his silence during group discussions, and disappearances when there were important meetings or shows.

It was sudden, still, that he left, because there had been no warnings, or clues and hints, it was just a bomber. You didn't even get to say goodbye.

Of course, not only that, he was having problems with his own personal life. Just everything in general.

"I asked him, you know?" Niall told me on one occasion, "If he was comfortable with us. I mean he literally missed our first meet with the group,"

I had nodded, understanding what he meant. To myself, he answered the same question, "We're a group, but, I just, I don't feel like it's right to say 'we' because I'm never really into anything. I'm different, I don't like it,"

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Crappy but I'm still in shock. I literally can't write.

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Edited - 8th April 2016