Bad girl gone good

A new beginning

After a few days of not drinking and partying and us talking, Meghan and I were back to how we use to be. Back when we were madly in love with each other and would stay up late just talking about the most random things we could think of ,back to us making love almost every night and non stop staring at each other in the morning.
I love this new us it's really nice to not have to worry about what time your girlfriend is going to get home. I now know that I can trust her and don't have to worry. I love her and she loves me and even though I might be crazy for loving and putting up with her, it's worth it to me.
We're expecting a baby in the next 8 months, even though I feel like we should abort it, because it's not even my kid it's ... His, and I don't really feel comfortable with taking care of someone else's kid. I wanna talk to Meghan about it, but I feel like she'll get mad and we'll end up arguing and fighting again. I really don't want that, but I also don't want this baby who isn't mines. what to do what to do.
I later got the time to sit down with Meghan and talk about this issue, she actually agreed with me and later the next day we scheduled to have an abortion and try for our own baby. Well when we did and the first time we ... we lost the baby. Meghan was heart broken about it but soon pulled through and we tried again and it was a success. soon we would have a healthy baby boy in our life to care and love.