here is not here [five hargreeves]

empath

january 26 ૪૭૧૯હત્ર

mother told me it was unacceptable to use my ability at home. she said it was for "salient use only". i don't know what that means. but it's really not my fault, i don't have a clue how to use them. mother margaret said i was sinning. bad idea confessing to her.  she thought i was mental. she didn't have to say. i also made delphine cry at the school house. i cant control myself. i need help from aunt nelly and uncle josias. they'll know what to do. they've done this before, i've seen it. i just don't think i'm ready yet.
not just yet.

a.n: look up what an empath is, i didn't really know how to explain it without making it sound cheesy.