Axl Rose's Daughter

Part 12.

Fuck I cannot stay in this place any longer. I can't go anywhere alone, I can't keep my purse in my room, I can't go to work or go in my dressing room to get ready for a shoot without my dad or security there watching me. It was miserable, it was violating, and it was undermining. I haven't heard from Jax or my friends in weeks. My phone had been shut off and taken but it would still be nice to get a visit from them. It felt like I was in a maximum security prison with my father, Axl Rose, as the damn warden. I couldn't fucking take it any longer. The withdrawal was gone but my mind was still spinning out of control with feeling dead and lonely inside even though the light and glow of my skin came back. I went back to looking one way on the outside but feeling different on the inside. I missed my boyfriend, I missed my friends, I missed having fun and feeling free. My dad had been letting me sleep in my room by myself for about a week now as he thought I could be trusted when I was internally planning my jail break.
We finished dinner and I cleaned the kitchen and dishes before I decided to take a shower.
"Where are you heading off to all happy?" My dad asked.
"Oh I'm going to go shower and go to bed. I'm feeling tired from my shoot earlier today" I said to him with a smile as I came over and gave him a hug and a kiss.
"I love you dad"
"I love you too princess" he said smiling at me.

As I went upstairs I hopped in the shower and washed my hair and body before getting out.
I knew my dad checked up on me twice before he finally went to bed so I changed into a pair of high waisted jeans that were distressed and shredding at the ankle, a cropped white tank top, and made sure to throw on an oversized T-shirt over it to make it look like I was in pajamas while I laid down putting a movie on.
I looked at the time 10:30, dad should be coming in at any minute for the first night check. I pretended to be asleep as I heard the door creek open while my dad turned the TV off and kissed the top of my head before walking out. 

Soon 12:30 rolls around and I hear it open again and feel his hand graze over my hair with a sigh escaping before he walked back out. I waited another 30 minutes to make sure he didn't come back before I jumped out of bed and locked my door. I quickly took my sleep shirt off and slipped into my leather jacket and put my red vans on before looking in the mirror one last time to put my black choker on as I smiled to myself. I slowly opened up the window and climbed out and jumping down to the ground slowly standing up feeling the cool night air on my face as I smiled an breathed in the sweet smell of freedom.
"Finally.." I whispered to myself with relief before taking off down the road to find the house party that Vince's son Dominic was throwing. I might be out of school but I wasn't out of the loop from what was going on. I ducked through backyards and side streets before finding myself in-front of the big white mansion that had music blaring from it. I smile walking up as I see Dom standing out front smoking with other guys from school.
"Well look who finally broke out Ivy Fucking Rose herself" he said smiling as he saw me walking up.
"Jail break? More like Jail bait, damn mama you look good!" Said his older brother David.
"God it feels good to be out!" I said giving them a hug as I lit a smoke.
"I bet! Didn't think we would be seeing you again this soon" he putting his arm around me giving me a beer and leading me in the house.
"Ok now THIS is home" I said laughing with Dom.
"Fuck man if feels good to have you back!" Dom said handing me the all to familiar dollar bill to take a bump that was laid out on the counter.
"Ahhh fuck that feels good" I said coming back up wiping my nose.
"She's back!!" Yelled Dom raising his beer with mine as we smiled and laughed.
"Who's back?" Someone asked as we turned around to look.
"Johnny..." I said
"Holy shit Ivy!" He said smiling before pulling me into a hug that I barely hugged into.
"What's all the commotion about...Ivy!" Yelled Robbie running in the kitchen
"Hi..." I said looking back at Dom who looked confused at my lack of excitement.
"Not excited to see us?" Robbie asked
"Why would I be excited?" I asked before taking a sip of my beer.
"We haven't seen each other in weeks..." Johnny said.
"No" I said before bending down to do another line
"Last time I checked you weren't there, never called, never showed up. Just left me there" I finish saying as I came back up.
"Now if you excuse me, I have some trouble to stir up" I said with a wink pushing pass them as the cocaine worked its way into my system.
"Ivy come on! That's not what happened!" Said Robbie walking after me. When I walked back in the living room I saw Jax laying on the couch getting head from some blonde.
"Oh fuck" he groaned out with his hand on her head as he closed his eyes.
"Hmmm guess it didn't take you long to get over me being gone" I said standing there with my arms crossed and a fucked up smile on my face.
"Oh fuck Ivy!" He said as he snapped out of it pushing the girl off him.
"Hm" I said huffing with a smile before I rolled my eyes and grabbed David by the hand leading him outside winking at him.