Axl Rose's Daughter

Part 14.

"Go away please" I said as I heard a knock on my bedroom door before it began to open.
"It's just me..." I heard a quiet Jax walk in my room and sit on the edge of my bed.
"You alright babe?"
"I don't know you tell me" I said staring at the bathroom door.
"What do you mean?" He asked looking at me before getting up and walking to the bathroom.

He slowly walked out with the positive test in his hands as he sat on the edge of the bed.
"You're...you're pregnant" he said as I nodded with tears in my eyes covering my face with my blanket while I cried.
He pulled the covers off me and lifted me up in a hug as he began to cry with me.
"I don't think I can do this" I said between tears
"It's going to be ok babe, we'll get through this" he said rocking me back and forth.
"What's going on in here?" I heard from Slash as him and my dad stood in the door way watching us.
"Guys why are you crying..." my dad asked while slash walked in the room and held up the test showing it to my dad who sighed and covered his mouth.
"Jesus Christ" slash said finally breaking the silence.
"Back downstairs" my dad ordered
"Axl, give them a moment" Slash said before my dad shook his head and walked back downstairs.

"Are you ready to go downstairs?" Jax asked as I shook my head no.
"I'm 17 Jax, you're 18. We're not married, we party all the time, I just had a still birth 2 months ago. We can't do this, who are we kidding!"
"So we get married, who cares how old we are. We can do this babe just like we could have done it last time."
"We can't get married Jackson, my dad won't allow it, I'm too young"
"Come on, let's just go downstairs" he said grabbing my hand and going downstairs.
It was like walking into an interrogation room. Dad and slash sitting down waiting for us.
"I don't want to do this...." I whispered to Jax
"Sit" my dad said. I grabbed the same blanket I had earlier and sat back down on the couch curling up back into the side of Jax.
One look from my dad and I started crying again.
"I'm so sorry" I said with tears down my cheeks as he got up to give me a hug.
"Hey...hey stop crying. I'm not mad but you need to slow this whole thing down and figure out what you're doing. What you're both doing"
"Dad I don't know what to do, I just lost a baby. I can't go through this again" I cried into him
"Axl, I know it's not my place and I shouldn't probably say this right now. But I love Ivy, we've been through hell these last few months. For god sakes, I watched her birth our first daughter and cried with her as she held her. I held her as she had seizures and was dead for almost a minute. I would marry this girl right now if you let me" Jax said speaking up.
"Jackson it's not that easy" Slash said talking to him
"She's a minor still, and you are both really young. I really don't know if this is a good idea" my dad said piping up.
"First thing is that you need to get to the doctors, we need to make sure that everything is normal" I just nod my head at everything they are saying. After about 45 minutes of zoning out while they talked I got up and went to my room to go back to bed.

"You ok babe?" I heard Jax say walking in the room.
I didn't answer him I just went back to pretending like I was asleep until it actually happened.

I slowly open my eyes seeing that it's 2 in the morning as i crawled out of bed to go to the bathroom when I realized I was bleeding again but not nearly as much as last time.

"Dad!!! Dad!" I yelled walking downstairs as he was in the studio.
"Yeah?" He asked walking up.
"I'm bleeding again" I said starting to cry
"Come on babe, let's go get you checked out" he said walking me to the car and driving to the hospital.
Once we arrive and I'm given an ultrasound I'm of course given the same news that I had a feeling of what happened. Another miscarriage. I was only 5 weeks along and was told that I would pass everything natural. I heard my dad say he was going to get Jax and Slash from the lobby to bring them in the room.

"How is she doing?" I heard Slash ask as they were standing in the doorway
"She's.....broken. She's only 17 but that's 2 babies in a row" my dad answered.
"Babe..." Jax said snapping me out of my daze. I look up at him and start covering my eyes as I start crying again.
"I'm so sorry" I said as he held me.
"It's ok babe, it's not your fault. We will get through this" Jax said hugging me as a tear fell from his eye.
"Why does this keep happening to me? What's wrong with me?"
"There's nothing wrong with you baby, maybe it's just not the right time" he said as I nodded my head into his chest as I began to calm down.