Diary of a troubled teenager

Introduction

She was despised and unwanted by the people around her.
It wasn't like she didn't have friends. she did have friends. But their friendship was never real. They were friends just for the sake of it. They didn't care a bit for her existence, and she knew that. very well. She has a family, and to put it in simple words, they didn't love her at all. period. Of Course they couldn't do much about it, other than being stuck with her until she moves out. Her parents said that they "loved" her just because she was their daughter. such a family love right? However they pretended to care for her at least. actually what is worse, people not caring at all or people pretending to care but sucking at it? Badly. She thought latter was worse.
Oh, and she has a best friend also, who knew her bit by bit. who understood her completely, maybe because she had been through a lot herself. But lately she has been distant too, for God knows what reason.
Nevertheless she loves her family, friends more than anything in the world. She could do anything for them. Anything. but that's the worse part, cause it hurts like hell when you love and care so much for a person who doesn't even appreciate that love, let alone love you back for it.
She is forced to think that if she is at fault. If she is the one who is pushing all her loved ones away. Is she such a horrible person person that no one around a her like her leave alone loved her? No. she is not a horrible person, in fact she is the most loyal, trustworthy, mature and understanding person you will ever meet. then why aren't the people around her able to see this?
This is a diary of a 16 year old girl who has been and going through a lot mentally and emotionally. though for the world her miseries might be nothing, but for her it's difficult to survive even one day.
The only hope that's keeping her safe and alive is that in future something is great stored for her.
Is her hope false?
Will she get what she is aspiring for?
Will people actually love her for who she is?
All she can do is hope for the best.