Caught Up(Watty Awards 2013)

Caught Up

Connor. In the beginning...

In the beginning God created Heaven and Earth. Well at least that's what they say. Then he created Adam or should I say a troublemaker. And he leads a long line of TROUBLEMAKERS. There's Cane and Able , Cane killed his own BROTHER which then created the first murder. I'm not really trying to give you a bible study lesson, or anything like that. I'm just saying that its kinda hard to believe that God out of all people created these...these disasters. But hey whats a gay guy supposed to do when 1 really hot guy wont ask you out. I don't know. You tell me. But I do know that I will make him jealous by getting my own boyfriend my own way.

Axel. The Odds are NOT in my Favor...

I want him. But sadly, usually I NEVER get what I want.

I want Connor.

But every other gay guy wants him too! I mean who wouldn't? He'd never go out with me never EVER! Obviously. He's super-ultra-mega hot! Me? I'm the emo who no one gives a rats ass about. Of course though I like it that way.

Back to Connor.

Okay, so in every crush , another guy always comes along and fucks your head up. In my case that boy is Greyson. The jock. AS if getting Connor wasn't hard enough. Now I've got this Jock trying to FUCK UP the process. EVEN MORE!

The odds are not in my favor!

Greyson. Too Scared...

Boys. Boys are like the world; well, in a girl's opinion but in MY opinion, boys are just little dolls that you can play with forever and ever... Well, until you get tired of them, of course.

Ya' see, I'm a jock. Well, at least that's what they call me, Greyson The Jock. And I don't like it. At all. But I maintain it; or lets just say I allow it...

I'm a total manwhore. Like really. I'm a manwhore and I'll admit it. I date guy after guy and I think I like it... I guess. But I have my eyes set on one of my best friends. We've known eachother since... forever. But I'm to scared to ask him out, and trust me--I know he's waiting for me to, but I;'m waitng for the right time. And now is not the right time. Not just yet.