Love You Different (TAEKOOK ONESHOTS)

I beg you to not come back

POV: Taehyung finds his husband Jungkook cheating on him with his best friend Park Jimin on their 5th year marriage anniversary and that leads to them breaking apart from their 5 year long relationship. It has been months since they broke up and filed for a divorce, Taehyung moved back to his home town Daegu after signing the divorce papers. When they are all set for a new beginning they just can't seem to get over the past.

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Taehyung's POV

I hate how u r making me feel when u r not even here. I am awake in my bed this late at night and I know you are in yours sleeping tight, like a baby tucked in a blanket. Knowing that makes this really hard, making me feel dumb and stupid, Got me thinking have I gone mad?

All the 'I have moved on' talk will be gone, I am once again back to square one, all my hard work to forget you thrown in the fire to burn.

Should I even try? I mean why?

I know I will wake up tomorrow wishing and thinking, I would pick up my phone to see you calling, day dreaming at such an early morning, refreshing my call log as if some calls are missing, as if the phone is not working but that same me knows there aren't any calls missing or coming.

In the midst of all of that, my head will shift and bring me a thought. Cigarettes, which I now hate how it smells, not coz of the side effects or the smoke filling my lungs. More to do with the memories it brings, the questions it raises with no answers, making me lose my battles.

My battles of everyday erasing you from my memory, That I keep failing at miserably.
Then it all comes down to my big speech about not wanting you, deep inside which I know isn't true. But since there isn't much I can do I beg of you and plead to you, to not come back and take your memories with you.

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Jungkook's POV

I keep look at the tan skin line of mine where the ring once was.

One morning as I sat in silence on the front porch of the house him & I built I started thinking all the beautiful mornings we had on that same porch, about all those delicious breakfasts we had, all the lovely conversations that took place on that same place, and I remembered that new years eve we sat out here all rolled up in blankets to watch the fireworks at midnight yet we both ended up falling asleep and almost froze to death, I smiled at this memory and then I sighed because it's just a memory, I thought to herself maybe all these feelings that keeps coming back never left in the first place, I'm probably the only person with such a big emotional endurance I said to myself as I looked with eyes filled with tears at my finger and the tan skin line where the ring once was, I missed him regardless.

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