Whats the point? I forget i forget how its like to smile and mean it for more than 2 hours... I forget how its like to be a lovely person if that ever happend... I forget how it feels to live and actually like it. Now i just exist...Or nearly so... So tell me whats the point of living life, pretending a smile every fucking hour of your day... Pretending to be so fucking nice and adorable just for them like you admit you and into a job that you dont really need and pretending to live plus pretending to yourself that YOU ARE REALLY LOVING to live this way... Whats the point?... Tell me about it and ill tell you why im so fucking ME... But it doesnt mean im really fucking proud of this... Make me understand you as i try to do the same...
