"Im so glad may mga bago akong kaibigan. Wala pa kase akong kaibigan dito besides jake and the boys." kc said.
Nandito kami ngayon sa isang restaurant. Tahimik lang ako all the time. Kc and meg is talking habang kami naman ni jake ay nakikinig lang. Im looking at him pero never syang tumingin sakin. As if isa akong hangin na hindi nya nakikita.
"yaaaay! At least hindi lang puro basketball, mma, boxing at kung anu anong boy stuff ang maririnig ko habang nandito ako." kc chimed.
"alam mo you should hang out with us. Im sure mag eenjoy ka. Di ba divz?" meg said.
Really meg?
"ahm yes." sabi ko na lang. Kc looked at me and smiled kaya ngumiti na lang din ako ng tipid sa kanya.
" by the way, i'm just curious, pano kayo nagkakilala ni jake" meg asked
" kaklase ko sya sa states. Then naging close na kami kasi naging partner ko sya sa isang subject ko dun. He is really sweet and kind kaya yun simula nun naging partners in crime na rin kami. Haha!" she looked at jake and smiled.
Partners in crime?
I looked at him. He smiled at kc then winked.
" interesting " meg said then she looked at me
What?
"kayo? I mean pano kayo nagkakilala. Kase itong si jake di naman nagkkwento. Madyadong secretive."
" actually. Si divz ang unang nakilala ni jake."
"ah talaga?" kc asked then she turned to me.
Oh no. Don't make me kwento. Huhuhu.
I looked at jake, he's looking at me for the first time since dumating kami sa restaurant but his face is passive. Not giving something. I cannot read him if he's angry or not.
"magkababata kami. Sa probinsya... Tapos naging..."
Ohno divina. Wag mo nang ituloy. Please lang.
But i looked at them and they are looking at me expectantly.
"tapos naging....magkaibigan na kami simula noon." i just said.
"ah" kc said nodding.
I looked at meg. She just smiled at me and then turned to kc.
"it's really nice to know you guys. To know jake' s circle here before us. And i reallydo hope we can be friends as well." she smiled at us expectantly.
She's really nice. I like her actually but something deep inside makes me wanna hate her more. I don't knpw what that is pero parang the more na she's being nice the more na i'm hating myself for hating her and liking her at the same time.
That's what you called jealousy my dear.
Shut up.
"do you mind ifi ask... Alam mo kasi may nafefeel ako e. Haha." sabi bigla ni meg.
Lahat kami napatingin sa kanya.
Ano na naman to meg. Please be nice naman.
" are you and jake....uhm.. Dating? Like dating dating. Not friendly dating. You know. Hahaha. Sorry ha. Im just curious. Kase you really look good together."
Ouch.
They really do look good together.
I looked at her, she's blushing. Then i looked at jake pero he's looking at me kaya umiwas agad ako ng tingin. Im afraid malaman nya ang nararamdaman ko akasi at this point, hindi ko na alam kung pano pagtatakpan ang feelings ko.
Natatakot akong makita nya na affected ako.
" actually...." kc said then she trailed off and looked at jake as if asking permission if she can answer that.
Then she looked at us smiling.
"this is embarrassing...haha" she said
"im sorry. Ishouldnt have asked" meg said
"no no. It's fine. Actually nung una, parang ganun yung set up. We were dating, exclusively dating, pero it just didn't work out." she said.
"why don't you tell them jake" kc said.
"we were dating and then we decided to be just friends." jake said simply.
"hahaha. Oh cmon jake. Alam mo kasi...at first alm ko na naman na may iba." kc said then she laughed.
"kasi alam kong may iba na sya and alam kong she's still the one. And until now hindi nya pa rin sinasabi sakin kung sino yon." she said nicely while looking at him.
"ohhhhhh" meg said sabay sipa sa paa ko.
"kung mag usap kayo parang wala ako dito ah." sabi naman ni jake
Tinawanan lang naman sya ni kc.
I cant even look at him. Ayokong mag feeling pero i am hoping na sana....
You are hoping na ikaw yon. Admit it.
"sabihin ko na kasi jake kung sino sya. Promise hindi na kita kukulitin pag nalaman ko."kc insisted.
"wala na yun. Past is past." jake said.
Ouch.
"excuse me lang. Cr lang ako." i excused myself and smiled at them before turning.
When i got to the cr, i shed the tear ive been holding back mula pa kanina.
This is wrong. Hindi dapat ako umiiyak. Bakit ako umiiyak sa isang napaka walang kwentang bagay.
I tried to compose myself at saka ako lumabas. I have to get out of here.
Nang makarating ako sa table namin agad akong nagpaalam.
" ahm guys, i hate to be the kj here pero i really have to go. I have....ahm errands to do..."
"oo nga divz. Sasabay na ako sayo. It's nice meeting you kc." sabi naman ni meg.
"nece meeting you too. Nga pala can i have your number? Ok lang ba meg, divina?" she said.
Tumango lang ako and then i smiled shyly. She is so nice. Why can she be so nice.
We exchanged phone numbers and bid our goodbyes.
I looked at jake and smiled at him and for the first time he smiled at me too. Then we quickly walked away.
Tahimik ako sa buong byahe.
"sorry..." meg said.
I looked at her and smiled.
"why? Wala ka namang kasalanan" i just said
I drpped meg sq bahay nila. She insisted on coming with me kung saan man ako pupunta but i refused. I said i wanted to rest.
But then i found myself driving to tta yva's house.
I found her in the garden trimming her plants.
"tita.... Si miko po?"
Next update sooooooon!
