Welcome to the beginning of my burning thoughts for him. Most people would tell you they're tired of hearing about it. I'm somewhat tired of talking about it, but when I talk about it I get to go back to that place in my mind. When everything felt like home for the first time in my life.
Now I'm a girl like any other. No mother, a father who like any other worked from the time I woke up until I went to sleep that night. And the worlds worst stepmother. Sounds like a Cinderella story and it resembles it, but that's not what I'm leaving on the pages today. This takes place at the same time as I was making my way out of that hell hole. But life had another one waiting for me on the other side. As life always does.
Don't get in your head thinking this is an actual nightmare. This isn't about abuse. It's a series of thoughts from the psychological warfare between 2 young adults who convinced themselves the world left them far behind a long time ago and mentally prepared themselves for disappointment every step of the way before they even got a chance to find each other.
"If this is the end then I'll leave you here so I can still come back over the years and feel the warmth you gave me.... As if you never left me out in the cold."
~From me to you.
