As Of Now

The Present

Do you ever remember when you were right on top of things? Even if there was no reason for it?

It's always been like that for me when it comes to writing.

As of now, I am fine. I am present and at peace.

I actually have a bloated stomach from eating way too much from dinner.

But I am fine, better even, compared to when I was 15.

But isn't it always like that?

But yeah. I am better, mentally I should say.

Of course, there's the anxiety and mild depression episodes that come and go like normal. But, I know how to deal with it in a healthy way.

It's the best feeling. That makes me mature, yeah?

Yeah. I guess.

I'm still a kid. Hell, I'm still in high school. 

I'm a senior now! I'm proud of myself.

I have ¨friends¨. They'll be here with me for now, until we meet again when we are in our twenties maybe. I know I'll stay in contact with at least one of them. She makes me proud of who I am, even if we don't talk as much as we did when we were sixteen and seventeen.

Yeah, it's good being in the now, the present. I like it.

Life is good.