What are we going to do now?// Luke Hemmings

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6 months and 29 days. That's how far I am today.

I am so happy and I can't wait until Luke comes to visit. My birthday is in a few days, but I have no idea what I want. I mostly want things for the baby.

I had a little shower the other day and got some things. Like a crib, a stroller, clothes and such.

I just can't wait to see Luke again. It's been almost six months since I've seen him last. In person that is.

Now, Kona and I are attempting to put the crib together. And it's not working out very well.

"Fuck it, I give up." I say and throw the screwdriver on the floor.

I use the door knob to get up from the floor.

"Riley! Don't just leave me here!" Kona yells after me.

"I do what I want! My boyfriend is punk rock, so therefore I am punk rock!" I yell back as I walk, or slightly begin to waddle, down the stairs.

I hear her burst into a fit of laughter at my words. I'm too pissed off to laugh. I grab a water bottle from the fridge and rip it open. Doing so, it spills on my shirt.

"Dammit!" I shout and jump backwards, as if that would help any.

"Are you alright? Is everything ok?" My mom asks as she rushes into the kitchen.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just spilt my water all over the fucking place." I say and growl.

"Riley Grace watch your mouth." She scolds me with a stern voice.

"Yeah, yeah." I say and roll my eyes.

I strip from my now wet t-shirt and walk up to my room for a new one.

Just as I slip into Luke's Nirvana shirt, he calls.

"Hey Luke." I say with a smile as I pull the shirt down.

"Hey baby. What's up?" He asks.

"Nothing. We just really miss you." I say with a pout as I rub my belly.

"I miss you too. But I'll be there soon. Don't worry baby, daddy will be home." He says in a baby voice, but winks.

I roll my eyes and laugh. Faintly, Liz calls Luke, from downstairs I assume.

"I gotta go baby. I love you both. I'll be there as soon as I can." he says.

"Alright. Bye Luke. I love you." I say and end the call.

Our calls have been like this most of the time. He's either going to sleep and I'm waking up. Or he's waking up and I'm going to sleep. But we do get some where the calls are in between.

I just miss him. But like he said, he'll be here soon. I don't think he's coming for my birthday, but it would be nice if he did.

Maybe he's already on his way here. Or maybe he is here.

No, no, no. Luke's not here. He's still in Australia with Calum, Ashton, and Michael.

Maybe.......