SO!
hi guys
i feel like i've let you all down bc i haven't updated this for a while now (a while, hah. more like 5728375926 years)
but i srsly don't feel comfortable writing a louis fanfic now
louis is so gay lately feel like im about to throw up whenever i imagine him being with another girl
there's so much drama in the fandom right now and idek what to feel
zayn left the band and we're all so fucking devastated. idek if i should get angry at him if the solo shit is true, like, he left his 4 brothers in the middle of a world tour just to be a solo artist. i mean, who does that??
he may have the worst time bc of all the hate and stuff, but the other boys felt like shit too! they're in the same band ffs. they should be there for each other when one's feeling down.
but oh well. whatever floats his boat. i just wish this would be a great decision for him and he won't regret this and i hope him all the best.
as for the other boys...
i've never had so much respect for my babies, liam, niall, harry and louis. i know that zayn leaving is like hell for them. people would expect more from them. they are the ones who are suffering right now, yet here they are, making us feel better. they seriously are the best people ever.
i know i wouldn't give up on them just like how they didn't give up on us. they could've left too, but no, they didn't. they stayed, for us. and they promised to have a smashing album and a great tour.
i just want to hug the shit out of them and tell them everything's going to be alright and that we will always be here for them, no matter what.
we can all get through these guys. we have the four other boys, we have each other. this may have been the greatest shitstorm out there yet, but we can get through this. we've gone through so many shit, why not this?
okay, as for the story..
im planning on changing all the characters. i could change it to a 5sos fic, or a phanfiction idek yet. but the plot will stay the same, and i promise you the best story ever (probs not but oh well)
if you're reading this, i love you, i love you, i love you one last time. stay strong baby x
