I wasnt sure what to feel as I read my name on the piece of paper : utterly happy that I was picked to be featured with Monsta X after only half a year of being a trainee, or terrbily sad that I knew I wouldnt see SharpGun anymore. We both were trainees from Starship Entertainment and instantly became "close friends". SharpGun and I often hung out but knowing that I was soon to be featured in many songs (starting from now), my chances of seeing SharpGun again was slim. Thats why I decided to hang out with him one last time in the Starship practice room where I usually freestyle rapped with him. I knew he was too precious to loose... But I'm getting featured so... Why was I feeling so sad when I should be thankful and joyful?
"You already came?" SharpGun asks as he enters the practice room.
I nod as I stare at him, scared that I seriously wont see him ever again. I bite my lip at the thought.
"Whyre you staring at me like that?" SharpGun asks me with a smile, his head tilted to the side. "By the way, congrats on your featuring in Monsta X."
I keep staring at him, not knowing what to say and noticing the tears that were streaming down my face. SharpGun sits next to me and stares back, seeming to understand what I was feeling.
"Dont cry." He says as he wipes my tears off my cheeks. "Aigo. Dont act like you wont ever see me again."
"You should have been in Monsta X." I mumble, looking down. "You were the best rapper there, everyone knows."
"Its okay, dont worry." He says as he stares at me, trying his best to keep his smile from trembling.
"Lets make a promise." He says. I look up at him, trying not to cry again.
"I wont leave Starship without telling you. And even if we cant text as much as we would, promise me you'll text me as much as possible."
I nod as i link my pinky with his.
"You better not leave without telling me. You shouldnt leave ever. Don't." I tell him through tears as I bury my face in his shoulder.
And with that, he pecks my cheek, his arm around my waist as we hug, knowing that that hug might be the last hug from each other.
I didnt know what SharpGun was to me...
But I knew for sure,
He was more than a friend to me; So was I to him.
