Fallen angel brothers

Am I the Castiel you knew?

After all the things that happened to Castiel, he just done, literally frustrating then a thought came into his mind. Diobeying, it was the behaviour where no angel would do it except the ones who really had the courage to do so. Now Castiel is just confused and doubtful. All he wanted was to know who he is, is it hard to ask for it? 

As if everyone is keeping secrets from Castiel, was there any dark secrets that even Castiel himself doesn't know, or he will never know. he took a walk arond many different places, just to clear his mind but interrupted by Urilel, saying he made a deal with Dean Winchester, either he has to give Anna or he will have to kill Sam. Castiel nodded as the two walked back to the barn to meet the Winchesters. 

They finally reached to meet the Winchesters, as Sam was a litlle clueless. Castiel never made an eye contact even with Anna.

"I'm sorry Anna but there's one question I want to ask. Am I the Castiel you knew? Or not?", this was all Castiel said to Anna when she was really mad. "No, I'm sorry Castiel but you never knew what it really felt like sorry but I do not want to avoid your question. I used to know you back there but now I do not know. Why didn't you ask yourself themn? " Castiel became deprssed, even for an angel where they don't have emotions but Castiel did. When Anna was ready to leave, aparently they have an uninvited guest.

Alastair, Dean then suddenly had those flashbacks when he was in hell, torturing souls. Alastair wasn't alone, he had company. He had some demon security and Ruby, but she was tortured to get information. "How dare you come in this room... you pussing sore?" Alastair smirked as he never thought an archangel would say that.

"Name-calling. That hurt my feelings... You sanctimonious, fanatical prick" and that made Urile pissed more than his usual temper but no one wants the place became a battlefield. "Turned around and walk away now", warned Castiel as he clenched his fist.

"Sure. Just give us the girl. We'll make sure she gets punished good and proper", after Alastair said it, Castiel quickly raised his hand said "You know who we are and what we will do. I won't say it again. Leave now... or we lay you to waste", Alastair ignored as he glanced at his minions and Castiel and Uriel began to battlke with the demons, As usual Castiel alwyas faced with the boss level. Unfortunately Castiel played it safe and ended up getting beaten up, he tried to exorxise Alastair but failed, why? What happened?

"Sorry, kiddo. Why don't you go run to daddy?" as castiel was distarcted by his visoons, it became blur by the second and the next thing he knew that he punched in the face by Alastair. Then Alastair suddenly started his own exorcism, Castiel felt like his soul was ripped from his vessl but Jimmy hold on to Castiel, he maybe left his family but leaving a friend who helped him was the thing that mattered. The next thing he knew was Dean hit Alastair with a crowbar adn Alastair stared at Dean, "Dean, Dean, Dean... I am so disappointed. You had such promise"

While the situation was seemingly like a battlefield, Anna took advantage and took her grace back from Uriel. White light was shone around the barn as Castiel saw something, his memories. As if he was there before but not on earth where? The next thing he knew, he was sent off to somewhere else along with Uriel...