Rejected Wolf (boyxboy)

Polouge

Alan's POV

Have you ever felt so much hatred towards your own family to make you want to kill them or even yourself at times? No? Well that's been my life everyday since I was young, about ten years old. It all started when my mother died when I was three; saving me from a rouge. And even though my older brother and dad didn't say anything, I knew they blamed me. They ignored me constantly without trying to make obvious to the rest of the Blood moon pack, but everyone noticed their actions either way and tried to comfort me.

This went on until I turned ten, the day where all the younger kids are supposed to shift into their wolf and they did except one kid, me. That's when the beatings from everyone including the Alpha and Luna started. At first it would just be the pack kids tripping me, then the adult started to slap me when I wanted to play with everyone else. Cruel right? Well that's how they were. They eventually convinced the Alpha and Luna to start hitting me along with their son, Ethan White, my best friend or rather ex-best friend.

As I got older, around twelve I think, the Alpha and Luna ordered me to do the packs cleaning and cooking; the jobs for the omegas. They never aloud me to train with the rest of the pack in fear that my presence would make them bad at fighting, I know stupid right? But little did they know that I've been training secretly during my free time; I trained both my magic and my combat. Yeah I know, what werewolf has magic? Well I don't know either, it came the day I didn't shift and just stuck with me. I had control over the four elements; fire, water, earth, and air. I could move objects with my mind or as people call it, telekinesis. I could also talk to all living things like plants, trees, and animals. I could breathe under water, which came in handy when the pack kids decided it was funny to dump me into the middle of the lake where I almost drowned and where I discovered this power.

My reflexes and agility also became more sharp, almost cat like, graceful and nimble. My body also became more femineme with curves at all the places that ever girl wanted, a small waist, cat like eyes that shone an unusual silver color, almost like a diamond. And no matter how many times I cut my platinum blond hair it always grew back down to my waist in three days. My height was also weird for a male werewolf, I was only 5'7 while all the other males were at least 6'0 or over and I didn't have any muscles on me no matter how much I trained and let's just say I trained more than the other pack members which says a a lot.

Everyone thought I was weak since I didn't fight back when they hurt me, but the real reason is because I didn't want to hurt them. Don't be fooled I may look like a girl, or as I like to think of my self as a sexy son of a bitch( ironic *snort*), I could still hurt those muscled males in the pack. Badly. But you know I can't do that without getting kicked out and becoming a rouge wolf; a wolf who isn't in a pack because S\He got kicked out or left the pack and are considered a threat to other werewolf packs which is why they are immediately killed once they enter a marked territory and goddess knows that I don't want to get chased by basically ten wolf warriors who are looking to kill me without asking why I was even on their territory in the first place. Bunch of barbarians.

There is something I like about staying in this pack though. The waterfall with an underwater cave beneathe it. Its the only place I can go to when I want a break from everything. The place hasn't even been found by the rest of the pack which is weird since they go out on runs every week or so, but its better this way; having a place of comfort away from the hurt and rejection from both the pack and my own family. I also made friends with all the aquatic animals. For example, Scarlet, the red turtle that lives at the bottom of the waterfall, near my cave. She is super rare since there are no records of there ever being a red turtle. She reminded me of the red turtle shells that they throw in Mario cart, a game I played the day before my tenth birthday.

Another thing I look forward to is my birthday tomorrow even though I don't get one word of happy birthday from anyone I can still find my mate on my sixteenth birthday which again is tomorrow. And since there are same gender mates in the Blood Moon Pack, no one can discriminate against me for being gay. Gay mates could impregnate each other. I can just imagine mini me's running around the grass and around my and my mates house while we both stare lovingly at them. But I could also get rejected because of my being the pack runt; an even lower status than an omega. Goddess forbid that happens tomorrow because I think that would be my breaking point.

Well I'll see tomorrow. No use worrying about that now. Just wish me luck.

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Kay, so I got really board and decided to write a new story. Let's just hope that I can actually continue it since I'm a really slow writer ヾ('▽｀;)ゝ