To Lapiz

Ayoooooooo Lapiz itsa me, your good pal. No, but in all actuality this a serious typing of how you did on spoon. I really enjoyed you being here.
 
When we first met I was not in a good place, fighting with a friend, being busy, and having to handle other people at the same time, and even though I was trying to hold everything together, Mulysa introduced me to you and you really digged into my heart, even when you didn't know me. I was a stranger and you believed me, you trusted me, you even got to know me, and I got to cry and heal from that. I cherished that ever since. 

After getting to know you more and more eventually we became friends, I wanted to tune into your lives, cheer for you, I only wanted you to be happy, and you kept teaching me how to be my own person and how to be confident in myself and even defend myself. You kept showing me your ownself as a person and even taught me how to show people myself and it meant everything to me. 

When I kept watching you on spoon too I also noticed that you would do anything to make your friends happy, when you were sick, sad, and even just overall not feeling it you kept going. You held your fans like and family and in return they gave you that same respect, sometimes there was bad apples but you treated them just like anyone else or muted them if they went too far, you gave people and chance.  

You are one of the hardest workers on spoon and they didn't even appreciate you sometimes as much as you were worth, and yet you kept going,

Your character is well developed, you are truly just a beautiful flower among tall tall trees, and you are a once in a lifetime kind of friend and most importantly I wouldn't have traded you for anything.

Just joking around naturally, talking about our feelings, me bothering you half the time, it will still happen of course but it wont happen on spoon anymore, even the occassional short jokes that you said months ago when I was still on spoon and im still planning to kill you for was fun.  

You are a once in a lifetime talent and I hope you find what you're looking for. Ilysm friend!  (The original was more long)